by johnh » June 1st, 2005, 1:55 pm
Ok, update time. My success was limited. I've had this "curse" work for me twice now, the first time I used it was the day I posted last. It had a pretty strong effect on me. I mean, I was walking like I had a stick up my ass and when I would sit down, I felt like at my limit. The next morning however every thing was normal, and to tell you the truth that's a good thing, because as my girl friend put it, I was walking like a "fag". (note we don't hate gay people, but we're both in to humiliation games) So I ate breatfast and picked out what to wear, and got in the shower. While I was in there I started to feel it in my rear again, and it scared me but it also felt really good. I liked that I didn't control when it happened, and the feeling stuck with me for about an hour and just fadded, to the point where I was normal feeling. Fast foward to a few days ago on sunday. We both had the day off and decided to play a little.
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Note don't read on if you are you do not wish to read about a sexual humiliation experience.
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She was more in the mood, so I had her wear a tight skirt and a mid drift shirt, with out underwear. She gets off on being called a whore and dressing and acting like one. Luckly for me, I very much enjoy this play. We drove to the nearest city, and went in to an adult video store. I didn't have much money so I just looked around and followed her. While looking at the dildos she asked me how I liked the curseplugs feeling and I told her I did like it, but it wasn't something I would like to fully work. (note that was the first time I've ever talked about wanted to have anal play) So we ended up buying a plug, for my use. After she got me to admit that I liked the feeling of being filled. Next we went to lunch and at this point I had a headache and it was pretty normal other than he joking that she was going to deflower me that night. We walked around target and sears at the mall, no real play, as we both lost the mood a little, but at one point some one did said she looked "trashy" as they walked by, and that got her really horny, so we drove home and I took pics of her being "whore-ish" and telling her so. We fucked for a while with me making her beg me in a "whore-ish voice". When I was ready to get off I gave her a facial and didn't let her clean it off. (You have to remember this type of play is her fetish, it's what she likes) I then got her off with my mouth a few times. We relaxed and decied to eat dinner, we drank a whole bottle of wine with it, so we were pretty drunk. And she had my dried cum on her face still, with her top opened. So that visual drove me nuts. I was playing with her while she eat, and as soon as we were done eating our pasta it was straight to the bedroom again. Now here is where curse plugs comes back in to my life. Like I stated I also enjoy being humiliated, in fact that's how we got to know each other on www.bondage.com , where you can view people in the area based on their kinks. I just liked being humiliated in any way. Once in public she made me wear a bra under my shirt, and even though I'm not really interested in being a cross dresser the humiliation of it turned me on so much that I'm in panties quite often now, and she has really humiliated me shopping for panties. It's become a big thrill for me. (yes I know it's weird and normally I wouldn't admit this but as you read more you'll understand why I have said this ) She started by making me take off my boxers and lay on the bed, once there she straped my arms down and blind folded me. Next I felt her playing with my feet, she pulled what I found out latter to be a pair of very small size 5 pink satin panties to my upper thighs and spread my legs and straped them down. I could feel her on the bed moving around and next thing I knew the blind fold was off and she was about the sit on my face. She grinding her self in to me pretty hard, and that's when I knew she was really in to this more than normally, and I'm sure the wine helped too. This went on for awhile and then she asked "do you want to wear your little panties" and I did and I was going crazy at this point. So I told her yes, and she basiclly, made me beg to wear them, before telling me this. (note I'm paraphaseing) "If you want to wear little girls panties than, tonight I'm popping you little girlly ass" She left the room and came back with the butt plug. I had up to this point forgotten about it. I was so horny that I was dying to get it in me, even though I have only had a finger a time or two in there before. We it wasn't like I thought it was going to be. She pulled my panties aside and even though it took her a min (that would have been less painfull with lube) got it in me. Pulling the panties up tightlly and making sure that my member was inside of them, she spent awhile feeling me up and rubing me, and pushing on the plug. This point in my life was the most sexual thing I've ever done, I have never felt like that before. She got me off by jerking me off in my panties and pushing the plug deeper in me but never pulling it out. She then sat back on my face while I ate her out again. While we were laying there after words we agreed to stay dressed up the rest of the night, monday was a hooliday and we could get started again then. She with my dried spunk on her face her tits hanging out and a tiny skirt, me whereing pink panties with a buttplug. It was amazing, this is why I love her so much. We had a normal conversation for the most part for the next hour, I use still strapped down and she was holding me. I told her that the real butt plug was a lot different than the curse one. She told me that she really liked the idea of me being pluged, and wanted to play with it often. I agreed with out a 2nd thought. She asked me if I were interested in trying curseplug again, and I told her I would if she did, because I wanted her to get in to anal play at this point. Two hours later we're sitting in the living room listening to it repeat twice. I didn't trance out or anything but I noticed her starting to. after it played we talked about it and while she didn't feel anything she really wanted to. But I had agreed to wear my panties and buttplug all night. So that night in bed I pluged her with a dildo in her butt and we pleased each other orally. It's now wedsday and we have been playing with our butts every day, I've even worn my plug for two nights. She loves hugging me and reaching down and giving it a push in to watch my reaction. We've been listening to curseplugs in the morning and again at night but for some reason I've had very minor effects this time. Our relationship has been great the last couple of days, and I owe it mostly to this site. So much that when I told her I posted her last time, she made me post in great detail about my humiliation. I sit here at my computer at 4 pm wearing a short skirt, fishnets, a waterbra, boots and a lowcut black top. I have the word sissy wrote on my chest and my buttplug in my ass. After I type these last few words she is making me cum and wear it all day like I did to her.
Note this is all true, and is not fiction. I have left out the normal parts of my life for the most part, so kept in mind that I'm not always like this. I would tell anyone to check out bondage.com and find someone as kinky as you are. There are tons of us out there, you just have to know how to find them. My girl and I have done so many new things I would never have dreamed of before.