Cannot escape Curse Forced Gay

by **nostromo** » August 9th, 2009, 10:46 am

I thought I had beaten it, I listened for almost a year. and decided to try to go straight. I didn't hav a gay thought for 2 weeks but also never got turned on, then one day I saw a pic of a cock and I have blown I different cocks in the past week, be careful with this file, it has turned me into a complete ck sucking bottom boi bitch and I love every second of it!

by **ftslave67** » August 9th, 2009, 5:59 pm

how many? typo?

Yeah, I think if you are reinforcing certain thoughts/behaviors for a year it is going to take more than two weeks to go the other way, if it is even possible!

by **Route42** » August 9th, 2009, 8:50 pm

The solution, of course, is to just keep listening to Curse Forced Gay.

;-)

by **Alien4420** » August 10th, 2009, 3:53 pm

nostromo wrote:I thought I had beaten it, I listened for almost a year. and decided to try to go straight. I didn't hav a gay thought for 2 weeks but also never got turned on, then one day I saw a pic of a cock and I have blown I different cocks in the past week, be careful with this file, it has turned me into a complete ck sucking bottom boi bitch and I love every second of it!

LOL, that's hot.

I stopped listening a few months ago and was waiting for it to wear off, and then a couple of hours ago I listened again!

Kind of stunned.

by **macdaddy** » August 11th, 2009, 7:15 pm

This is a 'dangerous' file. Here's my story.

I started playing around with hypno files last summer...I was really starting to get into Hypno dommes - I actually was buying some stuff from some of the fem dommes who post files here. I was new and just starting to learn how to trance. One day last fall I had downloaded a lot of files from the site onto my MP3 player. CFG was among the many I had gotten but I had downloaded a lot of curse type files.

At this point I was still learning the ropes - and really did not understand what a curse file actually was; (I really didn't know what a trig file really was either for that matter). Anyway, I had downloaded a whole bunch of files onto my Mp3 player - and one day I was bored so I started to listen to a plain old induction file. I forgot that my MP3 player was set to play songs/files randomly. I really did not expect the induction to work...I was sitting in my home office, not laying down, and I had not yet really 'tranced out' like I expected to any hypo file, i.e. I was always able to remember the session details - never got totally blanked out.

I was just sitting back relaxing rocking in my desk chair...when the next thing I know it's almost an hour later...and I am just waking up, feeling really good! The induction file I had chosen not only worked...it was one of those without a wake up section at the end. This time I actually went very very deep ...the first time I had ever done that...and my MP3 player continued to play the next random file while I was still deep in trance...you guessed it - it was Curse Forced Gay.

Well, I was really happy I had finally learned to go under. I wanted to know what I had just listened too...so I queued up CFG with the intention of just listening this time...and suddenly it was 20 minutes later and I had tranced again! Well, I still was more excited I could trance - and I had plans to go out - so I still really did not pay much attention to the fact the file I had just listened to was a curse file that was supposed to turn me gay.

I consciously forgot all about it until next weekend. I again had some spare time - and wanted to listen to some of my newest hypo files I had just downloaded from my favorite domme. I got comfortable this time - I laid down and put on the headphones and started to listen. It was relaxing - but I never really tranced out. So I remembered the weekend before and tried the induction file...but this time I still was not relaxed enough. I then remembered about how CFG put me under easily...and queued it up. I think the curse was working already at this point - I vaguely understood what a curse file was now...but I went ahead and listened again anyway. I didn't think I totally went under...at the time. I did however 'wake' up feeling very refreshed. This time I did remember what I thought was all the things I was told to do in the file...but said to myself - no way I like men. I again I blew it off.

Well I didn't listen to CFG again for several weeks...I was really enamored with several hypnotic ladies online. And I was now trancing about 1/3rd of the time. Around this time too I also discovered a phone sex service online where I could actually call and talk to a domme live and in person. It was December by this point...and one day, I'm not sure why - I queued up CFG and listened to it again. It excited me to listen...maybe, I told myself, because I was beating the curse…or maybe because it was kind of like eating the forbidden fruit.

I thought men still did nothing for me sexually. I was still apparently very turned on by women. But I now started listening to CFG almost every evening. I stopped listening to all the special files I had bought from my lady dommes...at the time I did not realize what I was doing. And I was now trancing out every night...though I thought I was remembering everything in CFG...and always felt very refreshed and happy after listening to it. Since I was not getting turned on at all by men...I thought what the heck this is cool ...I felt I was listening to it because I really liked the good feelings the file gave me afterwards - it was the most effective file I used.

Right before New Years, I called up a new domme on the phone service. I really fell for her voice...during the call she somehow got to talking about forcing me to become bi-sexual and serving as a slve for her male friends and her. She demanded that I to go to an Adult Video Store over the holiday weekend, and to watch a gay movie. Well, for some reason I folowed her instructions - I got up very early on New Years Eve morning and found an open Adult Video Store...and went in and got some tokens. I was shaking with excitement. I could not believe I was there.

I went back into the movie area, and thought to watch some straight porn...but instead choose a gay video. It was so hot. I could not get enough...I was extremely aroused. At one point I noticed another man standing in the doorway watching me. He was very cute. I'm not really sure how it happened...but I left my gay virginity behind in that Video store that morning.

I had gotten down on my knees and worshipped that hot man orally ...until he was satisfied - I actually had an orgasm myself without touch, without removing any of my clothes.

Well - since then it has been a heck of a ride. I have tried to fight the attraction I have towards men. At first I thought cool ... I'm bi! But I soon knew better. I can't get aroused, really aroused, by a woman anymore. I still think women are attractive...but I can only get really aroused by the thought of being with a man. I try not to listen to CFG...and that lasts a few weeks, maybe a month. Then one day I'll suddenly realize I'm listening to CFG on my MP3 player and EMG is telling me I'm utterly gay…and I’m off to the bathhouse to become a total slut for a strong man. I have always been secretly submissive – since this side of me is new and I can develop it as I please I feel that with a man it is so good to let that side of me out, where with a woman I had to be in control (the exception being the phone experiences I had last year).

Most of the time I am very happy being sexually aroused by a man. But for that sweet accident last fall I’d still be totally straight...not lusting after hot male studs. I can’t help it - I want to get turned on by women...but every time I think I am getting back to where I think they excite me...I listen to CFG again and wonder why am I bothering to fight the feelings I have towards men? I'm not sure what the future holds...but I do know this file really can be dangerous and should not be taken lightly.

by **Alien4420** » August 12th, 2009, 9:30 am

macdaddy wrote:I try not to listen to CFG...and that lasts a few weeks, maybe a month. Then one day I'll suddenly realize I'm listening to CFG on my MP3 player and EMG is telling me I'm utterly gay…and I’m off to the bathhouse to become a total slut for a strong man.

I'm glad to know it isn't just me! After reading Stereoxchild's post, I figured it would wear off since I was no longer listening, and after a few months I started to get my interest in women back. And then wham, the moment that started happening I listened to the file again. And now I can't stop listening and the effects are as strong as ever.

by **stereoxchild** » August 12th, 2009, 6:43 pm

I'm still clean! :)
But you know what I miss?
The secret sexual excitement that a curse can give you.

by **Alien4420** » August 12th, 2009, 7:50 pm

stereoxchild wrote:I'm still clean! :)
But you know what I miss?
The secret sexual excitement that a curse can give you.

There is that. :-)

by **Jeshi** » August 14th, 2009, 9:53 pm

UGH! Another CFG topic?!
You know, there was another active topic.
There was no need to make another one.

this happens again and again.

Somebody makes a CFG topic, it reaches 17 or so pages, then somebody else makes a CFG topic, the other one dies, and this new one reaches 17 pages.

It's not there is a suggestion to post a topic about it in the file.

by **Janis_en_femme** » August 15th, 2009, 5:51 am

I'm sure you may be tired of reading these CFG posts but until you experience it yourself you couldn't possible understand why the impact is so amazing that you want to share it.
No one really believes the file will affect them as profoundly as it does.

by **ftslave67** » August 15th, 2009, 12:34 pm

Dangerous? You know, macdaddy, that you can act on your desires in ways that are safe. You can look for a long-term relationship with someone who cares about you & is D+D free.

by **Jeshi** » August 20th, 2009, 9:18 pm

Janis_en_femme wrote:I'm sure you may be tired of reading these CFG posts but until you experience it yourself you couldn't possible understand why the impact is so amazing that you want to share it.
No one really believes the file will affect them as profoundly as it does.

I have listened to the file many times.
Although I was already gay to begin with and I was mostly listening to it to hear what everybody is always talking about.

But even in the other topics people post their own stories just as shocking and amazing to them as the topic maker.

Sometimes the topics even start with "I had seen the CFG topics and thought I'd try it myself" which meant they were aware there were so many CFG topics, that they thought "Wow! My story which seems to be the same as everybody else's is so shocking I need to make a new topic for it!"

I wonder how many CFG there will have been by the time all of these newly gay men will be able to get married in the US.

Website · by **jennewhalf** » August 21st, 2009, 3:12 pm

Not sure of the point people are amking about this.

CFG comments reflect that it effects people in different ways with different outcomes.

With me it has changed my life completely. I was married and now I live with a guy. I was not gay before I started this. I started with Curse Stroke Sissy. I was a part time tranny but I loved women. CSS started me thinking about guys. I always felt a little sick about gay sex but after CCS I started to want ot become a sissy slave for some one. I also had my first wet dream about sucking cock. Then I I found my self in a gay club dancing with a guy and but struggled with the sex element of going forward. I listened to CFG and wow. I really went mental. I resisted and found myself going mad but then one day just accepted it and CFG has me in bed tonight looking at gay porn and wanting my lover cock in my mouth. This is really amazing.

by **macdaddy** » August 22nd, 2009, 8:54 pm

Respectfully, the CFG threads are labeled very well...as far as I can tell, no one is forcing anyone to read them. I have never read of a rule that says there can only be one and only one thread on any given topic. My personal philosophy is that if one does not like the subject of a thread simply move on - don't read it, leave it for the folks interested in it; there are plenty of other threads to read that are interesting.

I personally commented on this thread because the other 17 page thread was interesting but it has a different spin to it than this CFG topic posted by nostromo. I felt my situation fit better here - and it just felt like the right time and place to post my story.

@ftslave67 -- I don't mean dangerous in that sense - I mean dangerous in the sense that the file is very effective and does work well. Don't take it lightly, as evidenced by the many CFG accounts on this forum!

by **KingMob** » August 23rd, 2009, 12:24 am

Is there something less extreme? I'm straight but I kind of want to fool around with a guy just for the experience of it but the reality of the idea isn't too appealing at the moment. I was hoping to find something like this file but a little less permanent.

by **Alien4420** » August 23rd, 2009, 11:04 am

macdaddy wrote:@ftslave67 -- I don't mean dangerous in that sense - I mean dangerous in the sense that the file is very effective and does work well. Don't take it lightly, as evidenced by the many CFG accounts on this forum!

I confess I read every one of these posts with fascination, because every day I'm reminded that I'm gay and can't change back. I just wouldn't have thought it possible. Not unhappy, just kind of shell shocked . . . I didn't expect this. And people should know that before they listen to the file, so the more threads the merrier as far as I'm concerned.

Not that I'd discourage anyone from listening, it's just that I agree people shouldn't take it lightly, I did that and it's starting to look like I'm gay for life.

by **ftslave67** » August 23rd, 2009, 12:38 pm

KingMob--why don't you just learn some triggers (like "get how now") or the curse:need permission to orgasm, then go out & find a guy you are attracted to & fill him in? Or maybe you can meet a guy on here that would work with you live or on the phone--try posting in the "Meeting Grounds" section.

by **ftslave67** » August 23rd, 2009, 12:42 pm

MacDaddy--I should tell you I'm already gay (born that way, far as I know)--so that's my perspective. I just think "dangerous" is a funny choice of words, like being gay would be so awful :D

by **Alien4420** » August 23rd, 2009, 3:46 pm

KingMob wrote:Is there something less extreme? I'm straight but I kind of want to fool around with a guy just for the experience of it but the reality of the idea isn't too appealing at the moment. I was hoping to find something like this file but a little less permanent.

You might check out Gay Curious, which just creates gay interest, or TrigGaySlave, which makes you gay only when you're triggered. Also, TrainSexMen, which isn't a curse file so isn't as hard to escape. There's also Train Bisexual, not sure if anyone has had luck with that.

Some guys have listened to Curse Forced Gay just long enough to have a gay experience and then used Curse Forced Straight to change back. If you do that, don't listen to Forced Gay for too long, a couple of us discovered the hard way that after you've been listening to it for several months Forced Straight doesn't work. When I was listening at first I always figured that at worst I'd end up bi because I could listen to some straight file and get my attraction to women back, but you can't.

by **Rossyfox** » August 23rd, 2009, 3:55 pm

stereoxchild wrote:I'm still clean! :)
But you know what I miss?
The secret sexual excitement that a curse can give you.

How are you doing since your CFG experience anyway?~

by **KingMob** » August 23rd, 2009, 11:46 pm

Alien4420 wrote:

Some guys have listened to Curse Forced Gay just long enough to have a gay experience and then used Curse Forced Straight to change back. If you do that, don't listen to Forced Gay for too long, a couple of us discovered the hard way that after you've been listening to it for several months Forced Straight doesn't work. When I was listening at first I always figured that at worst I'd end up bi because I could listen to some straight file and get my attraction to women back, but you can't.

Wow. I think the forced gay part is hot, but I'm not so into the permanent aspect.

The trigger thing sounds like it might work. I'll give that a look.

by **Alien4420** » August 24th, 2009, 12:42 am

KingMob wrote:
Wow. I think the forced gay part is hot, but I'm not so into the permanent aspect.

The trigger thing sounds like it might work. I'll give that a look.

It just occured to me that another thing you could do if that doesn't work is edit the file in Audacity to take out the suggestions about permanence, irreversibility, having to listen to the file, etc. Then when you were done you could just stop listening and let the effects wear off. My problem is that it started to wear off a month or two after I stopped listening but when I started to get interested in women again the compulsion to listen when you're interested in women kicked in, without that you'll go back to being straight or maybe bi. The compulsion to listen is also the reason I couldn't use Curse Forced Straight to change back, it would work but then I'd find myself downloading Forced Gay and listening again, it was really weird, like I was a robot! So taking that stuff out would make the file a lot easier to escape.

by **macdaddy** » August 26th, 2009, 10:05 pm

ftslave67 wrote:MacDaddy--I should tell you I'm already gay (born that way, far as I know)--so that's my perspective. I just think "dangerous" is a funny choice of words, like being gay would be so awful :D

Ah...it's not awful at all! :D I am sitting here getting highly aroused thinking about how hot it would be to make out with a cute guy right now...I luv the feeling! I am breathless with desire...I so would luv to be bottomed by a strong, assertive top, to have them wrap themselves around me - to inhale their maleness - to taste them... :twisted:

It's just that a little over a year ago I was totally and happily straight. It's so complicated - my life is such I cannot come out right now. I can only try and fly under the radar and occasionally satisfy my new found desires for men. Not being gay from birth - but 'cursed' that way only recently - makes things doubly confusing - I have not had years in the closet - or years to learn how to deal with being this way in a society that is basically straight.

And I confess - the tapes running in my mind still make women attractive to me - but just not in a sexual way anymore. I feel like I should be attracted to them - and feel strange when I am not. My years of conditioning make me turn my head as a pretty woman walks by - but I feel only interest - not sexual attraction.

So I think dangerous is a good choice to describe this file - dangerous as in the way ideas can be dangerous. Because once you listen it seems like it is almost impossible to reverse. If you are suggestible - then one should be careful with this file - there is an excellent chance it will work and it will change your life, whether you mean for it to or not.

by **MN_FriendlyGuy** » August 26th, 2009, 10:53 pm

For some people, the word 'dangerous' has a negative feeling. For them, danger feels wrong because it's risky.

For other people, the word 'dangerous' has a wonderful feeling - an exciting feeling. They're instinctively drawn toward risk... toward danger.

- The heart begins beating a little faster
- Extra saliva begins forming in the mouth

It's a confirmation of adrenalin being released by the subconscious.

And the feeling of excitement - the rush of adrenalin - it affects behavior in wonderful ways.

And afterward, you say something like: "I can't believe I did that".

by **KingMob** » August 27th, 2009, 1:36 am

MN_FriendlyGuy wrote:

And the feeling of excitement - the rush of adrenalin - it affects behavior in wonderful ways.

And afterward, you say something like: "I can't believe I did that".

That's what I love. The "Oh my god, that really just happened" feeling.

My first experience with a man was kind of a turn off and I was pretty grossed out afterwards. What brought me back was the rush I felt when he later told me how he thought I came more the second time he made me come. Having someone confirm that it really did happen was like having an orgasm all over again. Reliving the shame, confusion and blind pleasure of it all.

I'm also a fan of the close cousin "I can't believe I'm going to do that".

by **ftslave67** » August 27th, 2009, 4:45 am

and the feeling of weakness--that you are being pulled in a certain direction--and you just can't resist--

by **joe** » August 27th, 2009, 6:49 am

ftslave67 wrote:and the feeling of weakness--that you are being pulled in a certain direction--and you just can't resist--

there's something to the fact that you don't know what or who is pulling you, either. could be you pulling you, could be the file, could be the hot guy sitting next to you on the bus, could be that hot co-worker whose body you can't stop staring at, the one who trips you up at your job and makes you lose concentration....

by **KingMob** » August 27th, 2009, 10:22 am

It's the forced bi or gay part that gets me. That I'm submitting so much that I'm giving up my option to choose. Like if Sarnoga's Forever Gay was latent until... I sucked on balls with come on them. I think the concept of forced gay is much hotter if I don't really get to say when the final change takes place. Every time I sleep with a woman, it could be the last time. If I'm tied up, I might not have a choice. I wouldn't be able to move and I'd just see those come covered balls lowering towards my face and know that that's it! No more pussy.

by **ftslave67** » August 27th, 2009, 3:55 pm

Good point, Joe--or the guy who props his feet up on your desk & says . . .

by **joe** » August 28th, 2009, 1:12 am

or the customer you're waiting on who's with his girlfriend who might be looking you up and down, and you can't tell if he's sizing you up or if you just think he's sizing you up, and then you can't escape the daydream of sucking him off in the bathroom, real quick, when she goes outside to have a cigarette....

by **ftslave67** » August 28th, 2009, 4:54 am

Joe--you've got a good imagination--bet you're a great subject!

by **MN_FriendlyGuy** » August 28th, 2009, 6:43 am

I agree. Joe is an excellent subject.

And it makes me wonder whether listening to CFG feels dangerous too?

If that fantastic feeling of 'pull'....

being drawn irrisistibly toward the daydream...

feeling the urge and the weakness and the risk...

As you reach for your mp3 player;
As you put on the headphones;
Do it have the same exciting feel?

by **joe** » August 28th, 2009, 7:20 am

i used to listen to this file constantly. three times a day, in savage bouts of dependency. sometimes more, laying in the dark and mind-wandering while the file seeped in through the cracks. it's been a long time since i've given it a proper listen, but i know its effects have lingered. whereas i've yet to have actual sex with any gender, i find myself decidedly less than straight - and with less problem admitting to finding a guy attractive, even in passing, to someone i'm with or working with. i'm pretty sure everyone's gotten used to it, and so in this way i've "come out" very incrementally.

... or when you're walking to work and you see a guy crossing the street in the other direction, and the next thing you know, your feet have mutinied against you and you're following him with a raging erection in your pants ...

by **angelcraves** » August 28th, 2009, 9:41 am

like being stuck on a crammed train stood up far too comfortably to some guy and then thinking about snogging him . Lets not forget the dreams and day dreams we find ourselves having . Or the fact that just the thought or word gay makes us like a rock .

by **macdaddy** » August 28th, 2009, 10:33 am

...or standing in a large crowd at a concert holding your fiance's hand very aware of the ring on her finger then getting shoved backwards into the great smelling guy standing close behind you who has been giving covert smoky hot glances at your lady all evening and you go breathless because you can't help giving his semi hard cock a quick grind with your firm ass cheeks...

by **angelcraves** » August 28th, 2009, 1:10 pm

oh god im going to listen to the file again

by **angelcraves** » August 28th, 2009, 3:45 pm

why would yov want to escape this . I have never felt so free . Or horny . Cure files will not work because we would just download again and this just feels so good . I prefer to be bumped than bump . But succumbing is great :-)

by **Alien4420** » August 30th, 2009, 3:00 pm

angelcraves wrote:why would yov want to escape this . I have never felt so free . Or horny . Cure files will not work because we would just download again and this just feels so good . I prefer to be bumped than bump . But succumbing is great :-)

Well when I'm horny I love it. But when I'm not horny I think this is nuts, it's like someone said, you have to face the social consequences of being gay which most gay guys do when they're kids. Then I try to listen to the undo files but can't. So I don't see how I can get out of this, but part of me keeps trying.

The funny thing is when I was reading about other guys getting trapped I was thinking wow and getting turned on by their plight, but I figured from what I read that I could listen to Forced Straight and change back. Poetic justice, LOL.

by **Alien4420** » August 30th, 2009, 3:17 pm

MN_FriendlyGuy wrote:

And it makes me wonder whether listening to CFG feels dangerous too?

If that fantastic feeling of 'pull'....

being drawn irrisistibly toward the daydream...

feeling the urge and the weakness and the risk...

As you reach for your mp3 player;
As you put on the headphones;
Do it have the same exciting feel?

There were times it felt exactly like that, the ones that stand out are the first time and after it started to wear off and it made me listen again, I was convinced I had it beat.

by **MN_FriendlyGuy** » August 30th, 2009, 7:48 pm

You're invited.

You're invited to a hypnosis conference - by men and for men.

During Hypnocon 2008, one man dared to sit in a chair in the center of the room while different hypnotists each took a turn quietly talking with him.

I don't know whether that's a risky thing to do.

But you do.

And you're invited.

Hypnocon 2009

by **stereoxchild** » September 2nd, 2009, 9:59 am

You love it when you're horny, that's what the file does to you. When you're not horny you're stuck with alot of doubt and you're 'afraid'. But the excitement and horniness pulls you again everytime.

Last week I started listening again after a year of file-avoidance to a femdom file (SCUM). And yeah, I liked it when I was horny, it even got me more horny then I've been in a while, but the day after I noticed some changes happening already, submissive thoughts that I haven't had for a year, and I decided I knew that these results would interfere too much in my personal life again and I do not want that. So I quit.

Just watch out. I know that being gay is not 'negative' or 'bad', but if you intellectually do not want these results and you only feel good about it when you're horny, i still don't think it should interfere in your life on such a high level that you're getting obsessed with it. As i've said before, life is not about sex alone.

by **Alien4420** » September 2nd, 2009, 3:25 pm

stereoxchild wrote:You love it when you're horny, that's what the file does to you. When you're not horny you're stuck with alot of doubt and you're 'afraid'. But the excitement and horniness pulls you again everytime.

Last week I started listening again after a year of file-avoidance to a femdom file (SCUM). And yeah, I liked it when I was horny, it even got me more horny then I've been in a while, but the day after I noticed some changes happening already, submissive thoughts that I haven't had for a year, and I decided I knew that these results would interfere too much in my personal life again and I do not want that. So I quit.

Just watch out. I know that being gay is not 'negative' or 'bad', but if you intellectually do not want these results and you only feel good about it when you're horny, i still don't think it should interfere in your life on such a high level that you're getting obsessed with it. As i've said before, life is not about sex alone.

I envy your discipline. I was in one of those horny periods when I listened to CFG again. Not sure how much of it was that the horniness weakened my self-control and how much of it was the compulsion kicking in as my desire for women returned but whatever it was, I listened a couple of times, stopped for a few days, and then started listening again, which is where I'm at now, I can't seem to stop.

by **C-Lo21** » September 2nd, 2009, 6:47 pm

Alien, I know exactly what you mean with that post-orgasm feel, it's kind of like I ask myself "what am I doing?" whereas I would think you should feel something like this so right or whatever. I recently started listening to a file on catgirl's site called "A Day At The Mall" A femme file, very addicting (listened 3 times in one day) but after jacking off the attraction was pretty much non-existent. I listened to CFG once this spring and had to delete right after. Very effective Kind of like crack I'd imagine where just one hit makes you want to go back for more. I am bi-sexual myself and can't bring myself to changing that part about me, but the idea of changing itself really turns me on. I have been bi for years but sometimes I think it would be so easier to be outright gay simply just to be able to live a lifestyle with no excuses whereas I have yet to find this balance liking both sexes. The thought of leaving girls entirely though, seems like a really tough chip to just bargain away.

by **ftslave67** » September 2nd, 2009, 7:29 pm

Stereoxchild--i just have to wonder where the file ends and "you" begin. Guys that listen to this must have some attraction to men, right? Or some attraction to being forced to be attracted to men. We have regrets or second thoughts about many things in life, right? Choice of career, where you live, etc. But if the file makes you that horny . . .

by **Alien4420** » September 3rd, 2009, 8:17 am

C-Lo21 wrote:I have been bi for years but sometimes I think it would be so easier to be outright gay simply just to be able to live a lifestyle with no excuses whereas I have yet to find this balance liking both sexes. The thought of leaving girls entirely though, seems like a really tough chip to just bargain away.

Yeah, particularly since the file makes you regret not being able to do it with women. The part about not being able to do it with women is the part I didn't like when I started listening, but I didn't really take it seriously, figured I'd wiggle out of it afterward and end up straight again or bi. I guess in the end it doesn't matter, few people are bi as you are and most people get along with one or the other. The suggestion that you'll like being gay really works + listening to the file keeps you really horny, it's more fun so far than being straight, so from that perspective it's a net gain. If you change your mind, though, for some reason and decide to listen again, I suggest you edit out that suggestion about regretting not being able to have sex with women first, that way you'll just be happy to be gay without the downside.

by **Alien4420** » September 3rd, 2009, 8:50 am

ftslave67 wrote:Stereoxchild--i just have to wonder where the file ends and "you" begin. Guys that listen to this must have some attraction to men, right? Or some attraction to being forced to be attracted to men. We have regrets or second thoughts about many things in life, right? Choice of career, where you live, etc. But if the file makes you that horny . . .

Philosophically, the thing that bugs me about this is that as far as I know, you can be hypnotized to be attracted to chimpanzees, or washing machine feet. So why not choose the easy, socially acceptable way? I mean, "Curse Forced Missionary Position" or something like that. Instead of getting into all the feminization/submission files, which got me then into the gay files, all of which are almost guaranteed to make life more difficult. Not because there's anything wrong with being any of these but because there are social and practical problems.

Maybe I'm just scared, I read the Stroke Sissy script again last night and went into a trance as I was doing it, I thought I had that one under control. And I just can't do it, I'm going to be old in a few years and who wants an old TV?

by **hypnoslave85** » September 3rd, 2009, 1:36 pm

I HAVE LISTENED TO THIS FILE A FEW TIME DONT WHY BUT I DID ANYWAY. I HAVE AS YET TO FEEL ANY ATTRACTION TO MEN. IAM NOT EVEN SURE I'VE GONE UNDER HOW EVER I DO FIND MYSELF CRAVEING TO LISTEN CFG MORE AND MORE DOSE THIS MEAN ITS AFFECTING ME. WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING THAT HAPPENED TO OTHERS AFTER LISTENING TO IT FOR THE 1ST TIME.

I ADMIT THAT I HAVE A MINDCONTROL FETISH BUT I ALWAYS I WOULD BE CONTROLER THAN A CONTROLEE THAT IS TILL I FOUND THIS SITE AND LISTENED TO A FREE FILE.

HYPNOSLAVE85

by **Alien4420** » September 3rd, 2009, 2:12 pm

hypnoslave85 wrote:I HAVE LISTENED TO THIS FILE A FEW TIME DONT WHY BUT I DID ANYWAY. I HAVE AS YET TO FEEL ANY ATTRACTION TO MEN. IAM NOT EVEN SURE I'VE GONE UNDER HOW EVER I DO FIND MYSELF CRAVEING TO LISTEN CFG MORE AND MORE DOSE THIS MEAN ITS AFFECTING ME. WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING THAT HAPPENED TO OTHERS AFTER LISTENING TO IT FOR THE 1ST TIME.

I ADMIT THAT I HAVE A MINDCONTROL FETISH BUT I ALWAYS I WOULD BE CONTROLER THAN A CONTROLEE THAT IS TILL I FOUND THIS SITE AND LISTENED TO A FREE FILE.

HYPNOSLAVE85

Sure, the fact that you want to listen to it more and more means that the suggestions are working. Just listen daily and you'll start to notice the other effects, it's gradual at first, happens one bit at a time. Within three or four weeks you should really be feeling it, and by the time two months had passed I felt almost totally gay.

by **stereoxchild** » September 3rd, 2009, 5:18 pm

ftslave67 wrote:Stereoxchild--i just have to wonder where the file ends and "you" begin. Guys that listen to this must have some attraction to men, right? Or some attraction to being forced to be attracted to men. We have regrets or second thoughts about many things in life, right? Choice of career, where you live, etc. But if the file makes you that horny . . .

I have an overall attraction to laziness as well, should I constantly give in to that 'urge' as well? If i follow your way of thinking, I should.

Oh, and before you miss the point, I'm adressing the (over)use of these (submissive) hypnosis files. Not the CFG one in particular.

Laziness is fun, but it gives me bad consequences on a rational AND emotional level, should I continue to give in to this laziness, just because I seem to be 'attracted' to it? Cause that's 'the real me'?

by **hypnoslave85** » September 3rd, 2009, 6:07 pm

I have just downloaded it again and have saved it to my mobileharddrive this time iam feel compeled to listen to it now . its strange iam getting aroused just by thinking about listening to it i shall try 2 keep every one up 2 date with my progress as i have thought bout this i left my fast post on here and have decided to go throuhg with this rather than trying to resist

hypnoslave85

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