by hypnomeister2 » October 2nd, 2009, 7:16 am
I haven't actually listened to the file for about a year myself, I only had about two weeks of listening to it about two years ago, then was on and off again (more off than on) up until a year ago.
I mean, I didn't listen to it every single day. But before listening to it even once I was repulsed by the thought of gay porn and such. But after listening to it for awhile, I was dreaming about gay sex, day dreaming about gay sex. I was completely attracted to cock and buff men.
I can't imagine what it's like for the guys who listened to it every single day for months on end. After listening to this file just a little bit, I am changed forever. I am not gay anymore, but I am a little bi now, usually I'm not attracted to guys, but the cock, I love as much as I do pussy. Shemale porn is my new fetish now, but it's not my exclusive type, it has to be a very feminine looking Shemale with a nice cock. Sometimes I just get this urge to look at gay porn also, but that's very rare. Generally I will look at your standard straight porn nowadays. And to go on, I even get the urge to listen to the file again. This file is freakin' powerful. I think the cock obsession is due mainly to file's focus on it.
So to summarize after listening to the file for a couple weeks every other day or so, and then every couple weeks for a year, I went from being straight to being completely gay, then when I stopped I went from being completely gay to being mainly straight with an equal attraction to cocks and pussy, but I would only ever at this point have a relationship with a woman, I do want to eventually have a family with my own children. But one of them hot shemales from porn, I would totally suck him/her off :drool
[quote="OutofTowner"]But as hot as that is, it's just not worth risking giving up pussy and not being able to get that lust for it back. [/quote]
For quite awhile after I last listened to the file it was the opposite for me. As completely straight, you are slowly changing, and you DON'T WANT TO. The last thing I actually wanted was to have women be unattractive. But once the file made it so women don't really do anything for me, it was the exact opposite, I did not want to go back to being straight. I wanted to have buff men with nice cocks be attractive, it just felt natural to me. The idea of giving that up was unacceptable at the time, and disturbing, just as much as losing attraction to women was.
Now I am tempted to listen to the file again. Damn. Even now it's difficult not to just listen to it, but everytime I download it, I just delete it.