river12 wrote:So should i try again?
Maybe listen longer to the file?
I guess it depends on how much you want to try it? Though I'd be inclined to say no, not with Curse Forced Gay, because it's designed to be a one way trip, and if you just want to know what it's like to be gay, there are files that can do that without trapping you. Like the bi files or maybe Train Sex Men, which does turn you gay but doesn't have most of the trappings to keep you from changing back.
I do think though that if you work hard enough at it, you can probably overcome your resistance. It's a matter of trusting and of making yourself vulnerable, because it's possible to resist suggestions even when you're in trance, even with files you've listened to for a long time. I know that I have. I experience the resistance as a bit of anxiety, almost a tightness. Or sometimes my mind wanders and I start thinking about something else. Once I overcome that, manage to stay in deep trance during the suggestion, I find it becomes part of me, even on a single listen.
Also, if you keep listening to various files that lead you in that direction, your resistance will gradually break down. That's what happened to me, over a period of years. I didn't set out to be gay, I just liked the idea of being dominated by a hypnodomme, but each file changed me a little bit.