I think LRFemaleOrgasm may have just changed my life...

[xerces]

(Sorry for how long this post turned out. I really feel I needed to write all of it though.)

Ever since I had my first one, I've always been fascinated and enthralled by orgasms, as I'm sure most people are. For me, I feel like my interest has always been greater than most other males, or at least, it seems this way from what I perceive by how other males seem to talk about sex, and how male sexuality is presented in society.

It seems to me that in society, male sexuality is presented as being less focused on the level of pleasure received by men, and more on the attractiveness of the women he sleeps with, the "conquest" associated with sleeping with a woman, and the level of pleasure he is able to impart on the woman. The male orgasm is indeed extremely important too, but I generally feel like it's largely seen as more of a gratifying release of tension rather than the pursuit of greater and greater levels of pleasure, which I feel is moreso the case for women.

And I think there are good physiological reasons for this. Male orgasms are generally shorter than female ones, and the male refractory period prevents men from seeking further levels of pleasure after climax.

From an early age, I became intensely curious about the female orgasm, which, by all accounts, in what I have read, and seen in pornography, appears to be much longer and intense than a male one. Women's capacity for multiple orgasms has also been a huge source of fascination for me. At times, this has also manifested itself as extreme jealously in me. I have been (somewhat irrationally) despondent at times at the supposed reality that I would probably never experience anything close to what a woman experiences.

I have tried many things to attempt to improve the quality of my orgasms, experience different types of orgasm, and somewhat simulate multiple orgasms. I have had varying degrees of success with things like edging, paying close attention to breathing, stopping just before the point of orgasm, and anal play. Sometimes these have greatly intensified my climaxes. Other times they have simply been different, and interesting experiences. More often than I'd have liked, they resulted in diminished orgasms, which discouraged me from practicing somewhat (for example, a lot of techniques suggest keeping yourself at a point of arousal just below orgasm, and I often found I'd just barely slip over this mark - not enough to give any full blown pleasure, but enough to induce the dreaded refractory period).

Related to my fascination with orgasms, is my interest in generally experiencing different states of mind. As a result, I've experimented with a number of drugs. And of course, because drugs affect sex and orgasms, there is crossover between the two. I've had some interesting experiences, such as spontaneous orgasms on some psychedelics (dry orgasms, that is - one of the most important things to realise when seeking greater pleasure as a male is that orgasm != ejaculation). However, the most beneficial drug I've found in terms of intensifying and elongating an orgasm has been marijuana. Some orgasms I've had under the influence of weed are almost a redefinition of what it means to come. They completely overwhelm me, and the positive after effects seem to last much longer than usual.

Although orgasming on weed has been somewhat mindblowing, I still did not feel it was the holy grail of orgasms. Firstly, they're longer, but not that much longer. They also are still quite genital focused (as well as quite cerebral), rather than full body experiences. Lastly, and most importantly, they still come with a refractory period.

I've always been a little aware of hypnosis, and have often been curious about its potential to induce orgasms. I was quite skeptical of it though, and had never really tried it. Recently, I started meditating, and started to realise that the mind can really do some interesting things and induce really positive and somewhat euphoric states, via the practice of "concentrated relaxation", I suppose. I naturally began to wonder if I could induce highly aroused states or even orgasm via meditation. I had some degree of success, but nothing close to an orgasm. However, it opened my mind somewhat, and spurred me on to become interested in hypnosis.

It was probably a few months ago that I found a link to some sort of "hands free orgasm" hypnosis file (I forget what it was called). I tried it out, and was quite impressed by the sensations and arousal it induced. I think I fell into at least a light trance, but I definitely didn't orgasm. I think there were some distractions too. I noted that it was interesting and had potential to at least induce some interesting feelings and mental state. I was especially curious about it due to comments by mny people saying it had made them come.

Then a couple of days ago, I stumbled across this site. Actually, it was some other site that linked to this one, and also had a link to LRFemaleOrgasm. I decided that, what the hell, I'd try it and see.

The first time I tried it, I found that its ~30 minute duration went by extremely fast, and I'm fairly sure that this is a sign that I was definitely in some level of trance. I remember a lot of interesting sensations, but it didn't really feel very much like arousal that I'm used to, and I didn't orgasm. I figured that I'd keep at it and keep trying it, as is recommended. The next night I tried it again, but there were some distractions, and I found the sensations to be less pronounced. I didn't orgasm once more, but the time went by quickly and I realised that curiously, I really enjoyed listening to it.

I took a break for a day, and then last night I was watching TV and smoking weed. I decided to go to bed, and to listen to the file once more before sleeping, wondering if the weed would do anything to intensify the sensations, or make falling into a trance easier. I wasn't really expecting much. I reckoned I'd get highly aroused, and maybe feel some warm tingling or something that could maybe be interpreted as a weak orgasm. Nothing could have prepared me for what was about to happen...

During the induction phase I found that the weed made me feel heavy, and sink deeper a lot more easily than usual. There were also times when I felt it wasn't working, like I'd regained lucidity, but I'd always seem to fall back into a deeper trance state. When the induction ended and the main part started, I remember feeling a tingliness all over my body, that remained throughout the rest of the session. I remember imagining myself as a woman, and focusing my attention on the area around my scrotom and perenium, where my virtual "vagina" was located. I focused on energy and heat building there. I recall opening my legs a little to be in more of a position in line with how a woman would receive oral sex. This intensified the sensations I was feeling a lot. It was like "energy" from the rest of my body was flowing, in waves towards my throbbing "vagina". It didn't really feel like arousal though. It was an interesting sensation, nice even, but nothing incredible, and not really what I was expecting that this would feel like if the file was really working. The file progressed to the point where she declares that you begin to have an orgasm. At first, I didn't feel anything different...

And then it hit me...

My whole body became enveloped in an immense, warm, tingly sensation, pulsating out from my "pussy". My breath came in rapid, short gasps and my heart rate went through the roof. I am unware if my penis was erect or not, and it didn't matter. This sensation was nothing to do with it. It was not localized around my dick like I was used to. There was no feeling like ejaculation. This was a completely different experience to anything I'd ever felt before. It was so intense I almost couldn't handle it, and I felt like I was almost about to pass out. This went on for at least a minute, if not longer, before it started to subside. When she announced that I was about to have a second orgasm, the feeling came on again. It was less intense this time, but still amazing. The third was even less intense, but I did not mind. I don't think I could handle any more anyway. I think the intensity of it may have brought me out of trance a little. I was euphoric. I could not stop thinking how amazing that had just felt. As I was taken out of trance, I started to notice my body twitching, and in particular, my penis was rock hard. I proceeded to give myself another orgasm - this time a type I was more used to, before falling into a blissful sleep.

Although I am trying hard by writing this excruciatingly long post, I cannot truly put into words how amazing this experience was for me. Although I held out some hope, I always thought that having multiple long, extremely intense, full body, female-like orgasms was likely impossible for me as a man. I never really thought that something like hypnosis could be so powerful. I am so happy that this happened to me, and I can't wait to try it again.

I do think that the weed helped me a lot, as a novice to this stuff. In the future, I hope to be able to achieve this same feeling sober, and that will be my goal for the next while. I'd also love to expand my repetoire, and be able to experience similar sensations with more files like this one. If anyone would like to recommend any, or if anyone has any general tips to share, I'd really appreciate it.

Sorry again for the huge post. I just needed to put all this into words. I am so appreciative that this site exists, and so happy that I now truly understand the power of hypnosis.

-xerces

[cubes]

Wow, hell of a post. My own experience matches yours in more ways than one, with the mild obsession with what female orgasm is like, to trying hypnosis, to finally having mind-blowing successes with some weed.

My other handicap was an aneros, which I think is an amazing pair because to learn to use an aneros those you also have to learn how to have an orgasm without really paying attention to your penis. I sometimes get these random little non-ejaculatory orgasms at random times throughout the day, especially while at home just reading or something, which is so amazing.

Congrats on your success and keep at it both with and without the handicap :)

[mindslave67]

That's a great post; very detailed.

It makes me want to give HF orgasms another shot. Or several.

Given how well you did as a beginner, I'd be careful of what other files you listened to, Xerc, especially from this site, :)

And if you're doing weed, I'd be even more careful, since it's been scientifically proven to increase suggestibility:

http://www.hypnosisandsuggestion.org/modification-of-suggestibility.html

Nitrous Oxide is supposed to be better. But, ummm, don't do drugs, :|

[KIY]

You can also get interesting results from "potpourri"-- synthetic pot. Stuff like what can be best described as a "reversed orgasm", seeing body parts change shape, etc. God only knows what is in the stuff... I'm not even certain if the brand I am thinking about is still available, or if the market has gone beyond "3rd generation spice."

Weed and/or nitrous oxide might be safer.

[ProfessorPig]

That's a great post; very detailed.

And if you're doing weed, I'd be even more careful, since it's been scientifically proven to increase suggestibility:

http://www.hypnosisandsuggestion.org/modification-of-suggestibility.html

Nitrous Oxide is supposed to be better. But, ummm, don't do drugs, :|

i have definitely had some weird hypnotic stuff happen from weed. i remember walking down an actual staircase while stoned and having each step take me deeper and deeper. i have always been fairly suggestible though.

nitrous has to be a lot harder for the average person to recreate. they have to be talking about using the medical stuff where the subject can get a continual low dose. i would think the sound distortion associated with it would be a problem though.

[cubes]

i have definitely had some weird hypnotic stuff happen from weed. i remember walking down an actual staircase while stoned and having each step take me deeper and deeper.

this makes me wish I had stairs in my place, heh :roll:

[xerces]

@cubes
Nice to hear that someone else has had similar experiences. I've been considering getting an Aneros for a while. I'm a little skeptical of the "SUPER ORGASMS" they promise, but it does sound like it'd combine well with hypnosis.

Given how well you did as a beginner, I'd be careful of what other files you listened to, Xerc, especially from this site, :)

And if you're doing weed, I'd be even more careful, since it's been scientifically proven to increase suggestibility

Heh, yeah I know. I think I'll just focus on this one file for now, particularly when sober.

Speaking of which, shortly after I wrote this post, I tried the file again, sober this time, and had a very intense experience, but not one that was really orgasmic, and not one that I would necessarily describe as positive...

Basically, as the file was building towards the first climax, my whole body started shaking, and as the orgasm part started, I had an intense tingliness wash across my body, and I started to feel numb. It wasn't really orgasmic, it was more akin to paraesthesia. It didn't subside when she said the orgasm was subsiding, not until around the third orgasm part, and I could still feel it a bit afterwards. It was a little scary to be honest.

I'm wondering if it was to do with my mind maybe resisting? I was also breathing heavily and deeply as a response to the file, and I'm a little concerned that I was maybe hyperventilating, and that brought it on? Or perhaps it was just the response I happened to have to the file that time?

In any case, I tried it a little later that day after smoking some weed again, being mindful of the fact that I should try not to breathe so deeply, in case it was a response to hyperventilation. I got very similar effects to the first time I tried it - feeling a throbbing "pussy" in the same place I felt it before, but didn't have the orgasmic response I originally had. I imagine that this is related to me being a little more cautious of just letting myself go with it.

However, afterwards I was lying in bed, and realised that by concentrating on imagining myself having a female body, as I was doing during the file, that I could feel similar effects in terms of feeling like I had a "vagina", and feeling it tingling and throbbing. I started to focus on this a lot, and began to imagine the sensation of a cock or dildo penetrating me repeatedly. This started to build into waves of sexual pleasure, not quite as intense as I described in my OP, but extremely similar in nature. I've been able induce a high level of sexual arousal in myself by thinking about sexual things while high, but never anything this good. It seems that in the aftermath of listening to the file, I could still strongly imagine myself having female sexual organs and experiencing female sexual pleasure, and was able to think myself into having a female orgasm while high.