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santi wrote:
Well i did set up sort of a schedule so right now i'm listening to one file a day. I have it set up like this: TrainSexMen,PositiveGayMan and then Curse Forced Gay. Do you think i should only listen to Curse Forced Gay and use the others later? Thanks for the recommendation about Programmable Bottom. Wow, that file sounds so hot. I would be tempted just to leave everything in though just so that i would be more likely to have sex with men...lol
santi777 wrote:Well i did set up sort of a schedule so right now i'm listening to one file a day. I have it set up like this: TrainSexMen,PositiveGayMan and then Curse Forced Gay. Do you think i should only listen to Curse Forced Gay and use the others later? Thanks for the recommendation about Programmable Bottom. Wow, that file sounds so hot. I would be tempted just to leave everything in though just so that i would be more likely to have sex with men...lol
santi wrote:
Wow, thanks for the suggestions everyone! I think i'm going to listen to two files primarily Feminine Conditioning and Curse Forced Gay. I have listened to quite a lot of Sissy files in the past and i think they would complement each other and i like the fact they won't be any conflict :-)
santi777 wrote:Well i finally took the plunge today. I posted an ad for a casual dating site a few days ago (using my female pic) and lots of guys responded! I felt a bit bad because i couldn't respond to all of them. I was talking to a few and then a guy charmed me into coming over to his house.
I explained i would be arriving in male mode and then changing later. I brought over a top, yoga pants and panties. I put on a little wig and some lipstick and i felt so much better. I really feel so comfortable about being with a guy when i'm dressed up. I guess that makes sense, right...lol
Anyway, he was very horny but patient. I started rubbing on his cock and couldn't wait to get him in my mouth! Ohhh it was so good. I mostly just sucked on his cock but i did lay back and spread my legs when he was on top of me. It felt so amazing!!!
I came first and then helped him cum too. It felt so good to have a big hard cock in my hand. I haven't been with a guy in almost three years and i feel so much better now! I'm not sure if i will see him again. He's a bit older than me (I'm 41, he's 50) but there are other guys waiting to play too so who knows!!! Wow i so love being gay :):):)
Alien, I really prefer dressing up and being with men. I realize it's not for everyone but i find it so so so hot! I notice you said you think you are a bit too old to dress up but i have a older friend (she's in her 60s) and she started dressing a few years ago. And she has plenty of boyfriends!!! Give it try...you never know!
***I just wanted to say that i have been listening to sissy files for about two years now so that's probably why an actual encounter happened so quickly. It may take longer for other guys who are just starting out with this file***
Alien4420 wrote:By the way, where *is* Sluttinmyhead's Bottom? I can't find it here, just the female version (which looks pretty cool in and of itself, not sure what effect it would have on guys). I have the original version on my disk, but I do love the file and would love to see others enjoy it. Also wonder what would happen if someone used it as a primary means of turning gay -- I didn't listen until I'd been thoroughly programmed by the others.
Avalon, that's really cool!
west wrote:
Yeah it's crazy while I'm horny I'm now sending guys my location on grindr. Not yet giving address but plan too soon. Baby steps. I don't want anything as much as I want a cock when I'm horny. Just need to cross that threshold and get a man over. I feel I'm closer than ever before.
santi wrote:
I came first and then helped him cum too. It felt so good to have a big hard cock in my hand. I haven't been with a guy in almost three years and i feel so much better now! I'm not sure if i will see him again. He's a bit older than me (I'm 41, he's 50) but there are other guys waiting to play too so who knows!!! Wow i so love being gay :-D :-D :-D
santi wrote:
You might want to consider a transformation service if you really want to experiment a little more with your feminine side. I live near a big city so i was able to find a lady who does female makeovers for guys.
Alien wrote:
Hey, that sounds pretty cool! The 20-y-o guys, I mean. :-D
I live in the boondocks now so there's probably no professional transformation service. For that matter, probably not that many dates, and everyone knows everyone else so that's another issue.
I really have to move back to civilization . . . New York or LA . . .
santi wrote:
avalon69 wrote:
Perhaps we could all all move to a town together and live in harmony. That would be delicious!
Sounds great!!! As long as there are lots of hot guys in the town...Wink
I think i'll take 2 or 3 please ;-)
oxdude wrote:santi wrote:
avalon69 wrote:
Perhaps we could all all move to a town together and live in harmony. That would be delicious!
Sounds great!!! As long as there are lots of hot guys in the town...Wink
I think i'll take 2 or 3 please ;-)
Sounds like a great idea to me! Count me in! Oh yeah ... When the harem are done with you, send them over!
I had a great post on my Tumblr page the other night:
The Question: What is your favorite sexual position?
My answer: Your cock up my ass!
Sherardp wrote:chibicure: I did the same thing as you a couple weeks ago. Same situation exactly as you, cept my spouse is currently pregnant with our first. And I have a very conservative/religious family.
I was informed I should listen to the deprogram all, but I for some reason dont want too. I have kept myself from listening to again, which I am recently starting to notice girls again. But at the same time something keeps making me want to listen to this file again.
My suggestion to you is to think of your family first. If your really interested in seeing what you think of men try the cursed force bi.
Its your life what you want, but try to think how you will affect others before making your decision.
chibicure wrote:Yeah, I know, right? I mean, now that I've read through tons of this thread, I've certainly gotten the message of "watch-out", but I laid awake this morning with wood, unable to get images and ideas of men out of my head.
I don't know if I went into a deep trance. I've never done hypnosis before but I don't really remember a bunch of the file. I remember initially kind of annoyed at the voice, cringing because I've not really been attracted to actual guys, but then not minding it and then I'm really not sure I even really heard the whole file. I can't even tell you all of the parts in it... I just remember there being a long beginning and then realizing that I was rock hard and it was over. I didn't fall asleep, I don't think.
Is that what a deep trance is? I kinda figured I just wanted to hear what was in the file to see whether it was like other stuff I'd read somewhere. I just can't remember what was in the file. This is kinda making me want to listen again just to find out.
Chubicure wrote:
Hi Everyone,
I want to start by saying, WOW. And then uh oh. So I'm married and have been without sex for about 18 months. My wife just doesn't have a big drive so I've been spending some time online using stories and femdom to find my fantasies. Those with men who are forced-bi or somehow find themselves tricked or forced gay really got me hot for a while. But I've never been really attracted to anything other than the cock. I've played with toys and everything, but never been able to be attracted to men. Always felt uncomfortable around gay couples, watching them together, kissing, making out, even gay porn. Always had the effect of shutting me down. What I liked was being submissive and considering the change.
But here's the thing. My search for another fantasy led me to Curse Forced Gay. I haven't tried any other hypnosis ever. And I didn't read this forum first. So two nights ago, ...
The idea of a permanent change has always excited me, but as I said, never really looked at men. Not in the shower, not at work, not on the street. Not attracted to them. LOVE to look at women. But here's the thing. I heard the file once. Two nights ago. And I've had some very interesting things happen since.
I don't want anyone else to get hurt. That certainly isn't the idea, so I totally get where you are coming from. I just wanted to take the j/o material to the next level...
I've listened to the file ONCE. Just ONCE. I was just chasing the next edge of that fantasy and it read just like tons of other files that threaten scary results but don't come true. But this... I'm so turned on and want to listen again now. But
I appreciate all of the support I've seen on this thread reading through it. You guys are amazing for each other. Is this the real me coming through and being released by this file? Or is this just the file and it is really that good?
sherardp wrote:
I was informed I should listen to the deprogram all, but I for some reason dont want too. I have kept myself from listening to again, which I am recently starting to notice girls again. But at the same time something keeps making me want to listen to this file again.
chibicure wrote:Yeah, I know, right? I mean, now that I've read through tons of this thread, I've certainly gotten the message of "watch-out", but I laid awake this morning with wood, unable to get images and ideas of men out of my head.
I don't know if I went into a deep trance. I've never done hypnosis before but I don't really remember a bunch of the file. I remember initially kind of annoyed at the voice, cringing because I've not really been attracted to actual guys, but then not minding it and then I'm really not sure I even really heard the whole file. I can't even tell you all of the parts in it... I just remember there being a long beginning and then realizing that I was rock hard and it was over. I didn't fall asleep, I don't think.
Is that what a deep trance is? I kinda figured I just wanted to hear what was in the file to see whether it was like other stuff I'd read somewhere. I just can't remember what was in the file. This is kinda making me want to listen again just to find out.
Alien4420 wrote:Yeah, go with Deprogram All *twice* a day, morning and night, and keep at it for weeks. You don't want to give the compulsion to listen again a chance to come back. Better yet, there's an undo file, buy it from EMG -- it's going to be $70 or something but given the stakes that's petty cash.
As to the effects -- yeah, it is fun, you'll spend months feeling like a teenager again because you'll be twice as horny as usual and you'll be discovering an entire new sexual world. But you're also going to find that you can't do it with women anymore. That's about the last thing to go, at least it was for me.
Being gay is great and I wish I could cheer you on, but it sounds like the price is too high and that you should get it removed and try the bi files instead.
chibicure wrote:
I went to download deprogrammed and got sooo anxious and then just needed to listen to CFG. I need his voice. It feels so good to me and delicious and horny and right to want men. Part of me is thinking that this may be okay because my wife doesn't want sex anyway. So me not wanting women is like protecting and giving her what she wants, right? No more pressure from me and absolute pleasure for me.
Saw a woman that I'd normally think was so hot tonight at dinner, and found myself wishing she had a cock. And then I looked at all of the guys I was around and started getting all horny. Maybe this is better for me? Maybe I am gay? I don't want to stop listening. I'll be able to undo this later, right? Just need this feeling right now. Being gay seems so ... so much better today.
chibi wrote:
I went to download deprogrammed and got sooo anxious and then just needed to listen to CFG. I need his voice. It feels so good to me and delicious and horny and right to want men. Part of me is thinking that this may be okay because my wife doesn't want sex anyway. So me not wanting women is like protecting and giving her what she wants, right? No more pressure from me and absolute pleasure for me.
No more pressure from me and absolute pleasure for me.
chibi wrote
Okay, okay. I've just never allowed myself to explore this part of me before. I've always put aside any fantasies and felt guilty if I ever used a fantasy to orgasm. But this... This there is no guilt afterwards. It isn't like I am yo-young, it's like falling into bliss each time... And each time falling further. It is addictive, but not in the bad way I thought it would be, but in an extremely pleasurable way. The problem is that I'm not even sure it is a problem right now... I want to listen even as I am writing this because it feels so delicious. It is a really great file that my brain is saying, "why stop if you love and crave it so much?"
I get your messages, I do... I really appreciate the advice... I don't know which choice to make right now.
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