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Blankslate235 wrote:Ok...I finally did it.
I went through and listened.
First 'Curse' file I've listened to.
It did feel more intense compared to some other files.
A nice feeling overall, not really feeling any different (I know it wouldn't work that fast) I might give it one or two more times and see.
I doubt it could really affect me much - especially since I don't really want
the change, even though he say it doesn't matter if your willing or not, it must begin with some level of wanting it to work?
We'll see how this goes.
Blankslate235 wrote:dreamerrj: How long did you listen? Did you want the change or did you try to reverse it?
gayblake wrote:Hello again, just finished listening to my cfg wake up, and figured I'd start with my daily update. Day three was pretty tough, not that broke down or anything, but I questioned whether or not I should go on. I ended deciding that I better just go ahead and do it, and that way I can know for sure if it works. If I quit now I'd just end up coming back again and again, so I figured why not give it my all this time so I can really test it out. Looked at a lot of gay pornography yesterday, and I came twice to it. Also I listened at least six times to cfg as well. I think it's taking effect, but I really won't know till I test out my attraction to women again in February. Until tomorrow have fun!
blankslate wrote
Ok...I finally did it.
I went through and listened.
First 'Curse' file I've listened to.
It did feel more intense compared to some other files.
A nice feeling overall, not really feeling any different (I know it wouldn't work that fast) I might give it one or two more times and see.
I doubt it could really affect me much - especially since I don't really want
the change, even though he say it doesn't matter if your willing or not, it must begin with some level of wanting it to work?
We'll see how this goes.
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When I woke up today, my first thought seemed to be that I should have a listen to the file which felt kinda odd. I pushed the thought away though, at least for now.
I doubt it could really affect me much - especially since I don't really want the change, even though he say it doesn't matter if your willing or not, it must begin with some level of wanting it to work?
JohnDave wrote:Hiya guys
I started a 60 day challenge in October, and posting daily updates. The reason I've stopped posting daily updates is that it got to 60 days and I still liked women :'-( and I don't want to disappoint you guys
I'm still attracted to boobs, and I do like cock too, I guess it's 45%-55% now...
...I've been thinking of a different strategy :-) Perhaps if I continue with CFG, but 'gay it up' in my life as well, like, surround myself with?stereotypically? gay things that the vibes would have a second route to my subconscious.
My end goal is to truly fly the flag, love women only as friends, and find men attractive. I was thinking easy steps may be to buy magazines, and listen to certain music... Do you have any other ideas?
x
subjerseyguy wrote:I don't know if it's just me, but I feel like this file also puts me in a submissive mindset. Definitely not in the role of a top. I am soon curious as to what's going to happen when I finally give in and go looking to meet someone. I've been having urges.to visit an ABS but I have been doing my damnedest to resist. I guess I'm afraid at how.far I would let myself go. Anyone else feel like this or is it just me?
JohnDave wrote:My end goal is to truly fly the flag, love women only as friends, and find men attractive. I was thinking easy steps may be to buy magazines, and listen to certain music... Do you have any other ideas?
AlanH26 wrote:It's interesting to see ththe pattern that emerges with CFG. For a long time, since I was turned into a Queen, I've noticed that men approch the file with curiosity, talk about their new found need for cock early on, chat for a while then disappear. It seems to be the way of it. I hope those pioneers have found the men of their dreama and are living happy lives now xx
joe-cat1 wrote:Its taken a long time for me. things stalled and i made no progress but now the feelings of attraction for... :oops: hot guys is getting very intense.
Im still scared of being gay, but i am watching more and more porn with guys sucking, fucking, blowing, rimming, etc. also a lot of very kinky stuff involving submission and humiliation.
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ftslave67 wrote:jersey, why "god help me"? what's wrong with that?! Knowing what you want is the first step toward enjoying it. Set yourself free. Don't take on the guilt the world is so willing to weigh you down with.
ftslave67 wrote:Sorry for my ignorance, but what's an "ABS"?
subjerseyguy wrote:ftslave67 wrote:jersey, why "god help me"? what's wrong with that?! Knowing what you want is the first step toward enjoying it. Set yourself free. Don't take on the guilt the world is so willing to weigh you down with.
I get what you are saying. And I wasn't trying to.run away from things or let guilt weigh me down. It's just that I have never had an experience with another male other than seeing them through the window at an ABS. And as submissive and horny as I have been feeling, my gut is telling me that if I were.to go to an ABS at this point, all my inhibitions would be gone and I wouldnt be able to stop myself from doing some really wild and kinky stuff Without question. That definitely unnerves me to know I could/will lose control lime that. However, it doesn't keep me from thinking about it constantly, either....
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