Success?

[OthersideOne]

I guess this is kind of a success story. Was never really the most sporty or muscular guy, and never had much confidence with girls as a teen. I watched a lot of porn though, and eventually stumbled across tg porn, feminization stories, and finally, hypnosis. At first the tg porn put me off, but the stories intrigued me, and then I got playing with the hypno.

After using hypno for a while I got really into it, and started focusing on male-on-tgirl porn. And that's where I really fell down the rabbit hole, starting using all kinds of sissy and cock worship hypnos, subviewer files etc.

And now? Well, now I look almost exclusively at tg porn. When I masturbate I never think about being with girls anymore, but just about scenarios where I am a sissy being used by hard cocks.

I am so confused by my sexuality. I still find women attractive, but somewhat in a "I would love to look pretty myself too" way. I constantly fantasize about cock and getting used, but not really attracted to men overall, though I have been noticing that there are a few male celebrities who I kinda find "cute".

What's worse now is that all the penis shrinking file success some people have been having has gotten me curious. Some of my favourite porn is when a sexy gurl with a small limp cock is getting hammered by a hung stud. I am maybe a little over 5 inches hard on a good day, but the idea of being under 5, and knowing that most guys would be bigger than me, is a hot idea. Also, wondering if I should just try out some of the gay files and just go all the way.

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I am still in my early twenties now, never had sex with a girl (though this doesn't really bother me much like it did before all the hypno and stuff), so not sure if going the full gay sissy route is something I want to go for just yet. And judging from the penis shrink threads, I'd end up A LOT smaller than the average male. But damn if it doesn't sound like a hot idea.

But yeah, hypnosis has definitely had a huge effect on my sexuality and cravings, so this is probably a success story then.

[Marchasfun]

You should really look into the feminization files on here. If I was in your position I know I would be using them and going for it.

[diode168]

I really think you should go with the teeny weenie file. Nobody has regretted it many have come from a background similar to you. :)

[OthersideOne]

I have done fairly long term chastity lockups before, with the assistance of someone. They are the one who got me into the idea of shrinking my own cock down to below average, after the long term chastity seemed to have some effect itself. Noticed that initially I was around 6 inches when hard, but several long term lockups (months at a time) seems to have had an effect (and they know how I like small cocked gurls getting taken by hung guys). Something to do with the tissue atrophying from extensive lack of use. As can be seen in the pics I linked, I am around 5 inches on a good day now, and it is really hard to stay fully hard to even keep that 5 going.

I have already played around with a lot of feminization files, especially sissy related once. Hence the sexuality changes and penis obsession, as well as strong crossdressing urges that I failed to mention previously (I hardly ever indulge though).

But yeah, Teenie Weenie sounds a bit scary. I find the idea of it hot, but I am not sure whether or not it is a bit extreme for me. I found the idea of a penis between 4 and 5 inches intriguing. I think that curse might take more from me than I might be happy with.

So basically, I am so far down the rabbit hole that I am not sure whether to just go with it, listen to the gay conversion, penis shrink and more sissy/feminization files and go all the way. Or try and claw back some semblance of heterosexuality and "normal" male habits and urges.

[Marchasfun]

If you are in your early 20's then go full fem. You will be hhappier in the long run.

[Alien4420]

Practicality:

Most T-girls don't like their dicks and don't like to fuck men. A true transsexual will be very much bothered by the fact that someone is attracted to them for their dick. A gay top transvestite will fuck you.

If you become a transvestite or transvestite t-girl, you'll find straight with t-girl quirk "admirers" who want to fuck you. Relationships are harder; they may well go back tot heir wives.

A gay guy may go with a cute TV maybe half the time.

If you want to be a t-girl, go on hormones now, while they'll still have a major effect on your appearance. The hormones will take care of the cock shrinkage for you. Don't go for it if you are tall for a woman and medium or large build. Go for it if you're tall and light build, or small. Otherwise, you'll always be clocked, a hard way to live and frankly not worth it for hypnotic TV (as opposed to transsexuals).

T girls not infrequently end up with one another and that might be a possibility for you. If so, you probably don't need Curse Forced Gay.

If you're going to stay a part-time TV or shrink your cock, listen to Curse Forced Gay. Most women aren't interested in this but a lot of gay tops like to fuck a guy with a small cock. You'll get more gay action if you don't dress but really, at your age, you'll have no problem finding gay partners.

Keep in mind that Teeny Weenie not only shrinks your cock, but leaves most guys impotent. The impotence is psychological but you'll want it after listening to the file. I don't know of anyone who's been unhappy after listening for more than a few days, it changes you. Weenie orgasms are great but not having a functional cock will definitely change the way you view sex! Even if you've become a gay bottom like I did.

Or just say to hell with it and fuck yourself up however you want. :-)

[Shai]

I think that you might be in quite a similiar situation to me, except that I clearly view myself as a homosexual. I'm still only 21 yo, lol. It's like I'm oscillating between extreme femininity and extreme masculinity, so sometimes I jump from watching some nudes of muscular guys into into simply looking at sissy guys, or even shemales.
I wouldn't say that this is only an effect of files, since nobody ever forced me to listen to any of them, but I think that's just an issue I have with myself. It's like I cant decide whether I'd like to be a stud, a jock with hard erect cock and big muscles or a skinny femboy with a little teeny weeny (also I have a boyfriend who might be upset that I'm not getting excited for him). As a result, I'm none of them, but I suppose I'm closer to the second option. It's easier to burn some (I don't have a lot!) fat and take care of your body than build a ton of muscles from scratch.
Chastity is a turn on for me too andI think that's a good start for you. If you're not sure about the teeny weeny stuff, you could just lock yourself up and learn to pleasure yourself while playing with your nipples and (if you're comfortable with it) hole. This will definitely give you a feminine feeling while not being permanent in any way.
You don't really need a keyholder, since it's you who wants it to happen.

[OthersideOne]

Well, not particularly large or tall. 5'9" and quite skinny. But I don't think going on hormones and being a full on tgirl is quite where I am at. I am still trying to figure out the hypno stuff.

I have never considered myself a "stud" by any means, and don't really have any desire to be one. But the conflict between whether to go down the full gay sissy route, or trying to undo what has been done, is there.

Because, as I mentioned, pretty much all my sexual fantasies involve being a bottom for hung guys. But I still find girls pretty, and there are only a few guys that I admire for more than what they pack in their pants. So I am not quite where I identify sexually anymore.

As to the Teeny Weenie file... well, in a bout of hornines, I ended up downloading the curse, but haven't had a listen to it yet. Also ended up browsing some of the gay, sissy and crossdressing files, but didn't download any of those.

One thing that makes doing this tempting is that I work from home, so I don't have much interaction with coworkers etc. so I have somewhat more freedom to pursue this than the average person does. But I just want to be sure that this is the right thing, because it will affect my life for some time to come.

[OthersideOne]

I actually had a conversation with the woman who acts as my keyholder/Mistress sometimes, and who has encouraged me to stay chastised. She also likes the idea of shrinking my penis (she is somewhat of a size queen though, and said that even my original size came short of her standards). She doesn't know the whole truth about the sissy and gay stuff though.

After I told her about the curse, she of course suggested that I use the file while in chastity, to increase the effects of both. That'd mean I'd have to wait though. Recently ordered a better fitting cage which will only be arriving in a week or two probably. My resistance to trying this is decreasing, but still a bit worried about the curse part, so might actually try the non curse version first.

[diode168]

The non curse version may be the option.

Just remember the longer you listen the more you'll want it.