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NorthPole wrote:What a ride CFG is.
I have been reading this thread and listening to CFG for a while but only have posted one update, in December. I went through a period of not listening at all after I posted but have gotten into it in a big way since last week. Each time I come back to it I find it having more of an effect. So this time, when I started listening, I cut out any suggestions related to being humiliated about not being attracted to women as I don't really want that if this time actually does the job of taking away my attraction to women for good. I feel like I am getting really close to that point. I already feel like I want to date men over women but I still feel attraction to women, although i can feel it diminishing.
Since I started back up with CFG I have been purposely watching porn with women in it to track how my attraction to women is changing. The hottest thing about women in porn for me now is how little they turn me on compared to the men.
I am so close to being an official turnee.
gayblake wrote:NorthPole wrote:What a ride CFG is.
I have been reading this thread and listening to CFG for a while but only have posted one update, in December. I went through a period of not listening at all after I posted but have gotten into it in a big way since last week. Each time I come back to it I find it having more of an effect. So this time, when I started listening, I cut out any suggestions related to being humiliated about not being attracted to women as I don't really want that if this time actually does the job of taking away my attraction to women for good. I feel like I am getting really close to that point. I already feel like I want to date men over women but I still feel attraction to women, although i can feel it diminishing.
Since I started back up with CFG I have been purposely watching porn with women in it to track how my attraction to women is changing. The hottest thing about women in porn for me now is how little they turn me on compared to the men.
I am so close to being an official turnee.
What a nice story! I love hearing how other turnees test out the effects of CFG. I was listening to CFG tonight and I had some similar revelations. For the last little while I've been convinced that I have always been gay, but I have attractions to women every so often so I'm not sure anymore if I was gay before or if GFG has just taken it's hold. But, I'm pretty sure I've always been gay, and CFG is helping me bring my gayness to the surface.
One thing I realized is it is probably diminishing my attraction to females, but I'm not 100% sure. Before I went into CFG hard last time I hired an escort, very good looking girl. I tried to fuck her to prove I was still at least bi, but I got soft really quickly in and she lost interest. I ended up jerking my flaccid cock until it came as she watched, wondering why I couldn't get hard for her I imagine. Anyway we hugged and I went home embarrassed about the whole thing, and dove back into CFG. I'm not sure I ever had a real attraction though, cause that is the only time I ever had sex with a girl, so I'm not sure if it was just CFG from before or if I never had it in me.
So I've decided to give it another go for a month long challenge, and try to go all the way. I obviously like men, so I think it is only reinforcing my real desires. I'm hoping it works and after the month I'll have only gay desires. Here's hoping all you turnees have a good ride too!
Scodel13 wrote:Good stuff Blake, good luck. I have been listening everyday for the last five days and have definitely noticed some changes. I think about men far more often than I ever have and when I look for porn I am looking for gay porn. I have also been thinking about meeting other gay guys to hang out with
gayblake wrote:Well, I'm still going on to day six of my challenge now. It's going good, no real urges to stop and switch back to women. Still loving all the gay porn I've wrapped my self up in. Not too much else to say today, but I will keep posting to let you turnees know how it turns out. Have a gay day everyone!
Dreamin4Men wrote:You guys are dead on with forever gay. I turned myself gay about a year ago, but I figured I'd give forever gay a listen or two to answer Marc's question. !
NorthPole wrote:I have been listening to CFG and Forever Gay the last couple days. I'm not sure if I like the more extreme parts of forever gay but it seems pretty powerful.
Earlier I decided to try imagining just me and a woman while masturbating. It took me a while to even think of a woman to fantasize about and I ended up cumming while thinking of a male classmate.
Dreamin4Men wrote:@Al48 In the beginning the best advice you can have is to keep listening and drop any skepticism. A lot of guys listen a few times and ditch it, but after a few weeks or months they come back and get serious about it. If you have already listened you might as well decide whether you'd rather be gay now or later. Reading through this thread would also be a good choice. Reading about guy after guy after guy getting turned should help boost your confidence
Al48 wrote:Dreamin4Men wrote:@Al48 In the beginning the best advice you can have is to keep listening and drop any skepticism. A lot of guys listen a few times and ditch it, but after a few weeks or months they come back and get serious about it. If you have already listened you might as well decide whether you'd rather be gay now or later. Reading through this thread would also be a good choice. Reading about guy after guy after guy getting turned should help boost your confidence
Thanks for the advice! I did read through this thoroughly. It's what intrigued me so much. I plan to have a listen tomorrow morning to see if there's any effects.
Edit : Also thinking about giving curse stroke gay a listen.
Dreamin4Men wrote:Al48 wrote:Dreamin4Men wrote:@Al48 In the beginning the best advice you can have is to keep listening and drop any skepticism. A lot of guys listen a few times and ditch it, but after a few weeks or months they come back and get serious about it. If you have already listened you might as well decide whether you'd rather be gay now or later. Reading through this thread would also be a good choice. Reading about guy after guy after guy getting turned should help boost your confidence
Thanks for the advice! I did read through this thoroughly. It's what intrigued me so much. I plan to have a listen tomorrow morning to see if there's any effects.
Edit : Also thinking about giving curse stroke gay a listen.
Stroke gay is great if you're beginning hypno and masturbate often. One more thing is that you may not notice change, but it will be in you somewhere. Some guys slowly turn while some just snap one day.
Dreamin4Men wrote:If you can already get into gay porn then by all means, absolutely. Giving a mental image to the hypno is never a bad thing.
Al48 wrote:Dreamin4Men wrote:If you can already get into gay porn then by all means, absolutely. Giving a mental image to the hypno is never a bad thing.
I gave gay porn a try today. I found it a little difficult at first... Had to search around for a bit to find something that caught me. Once I did, I really enjoyed it. I also used some affirmation techniques another user suggested to me.
Dreamin4Men wrote:Al48 wrote:Dreamin4Men wrote:If you can already get into gay porn then by all means, absolutely. Giving a mental image to the hypno is never a bad thing.
I gave gay porn a try today. I found it a little difficult at first... Had to search around for a bit to find something that caught me. Once I did, I really enjoyed it. I also used some affirmation techniques another user suggested to me.
You're about to begin a cycle that is extreeemely hard to break out of.
-Hypno puts gay ideas in your head
-Gay porn builds on them and makes you believe them
-Hypno becomes more effective as you associate your favorite gay porn with the suggestions
Those 3 things will keep happening until gay porn isn't enough. From there I assume you know what happens...
Al48 wrote:Dreamin4Men wrote:Al48 wrote:Dreamin4Men wrote:If you can already get into gay porn then by all means, absolutely. Giving a mental image to the hypno is never a bad thing.
I gave gay porn a try today. I found it a little difficult at first... Had to search around for a bit to find something that caught me. Once I did, I really enjoyed it. I also used some affirmation techniques another user suggested to me.
You're about to begin a cycle that is extreeemely hard to break out of.
-Hypno puts gay ideas in your head
-Gay porn builds on them and makes you believe them
-Hypno becomes more effective as you associate your favorite gay porn with the suggestions
Those 3 things will keep happening until gay porn isn't enough. From there I assume you know what happens...
Yes, well, fortunately for me, I have no urges to break out of the cycle right now. I'm only being drawn deeper into it it seems. :D My urges to listen to the file are near impossible to overcome. It seems as if any spare time I have, my first thought is to listen to CFG.
I'm still having a hard time with viewing gay porn, as it's such a new experience for me. When I do view it, I get this very anxious feeling that starts in my stomach and seems to sweep over my body. It's a very hard feeling to place my finger on. I don't know if it's an arousal or if it's a feeling of guilt. I've been stroking to it a bit and saying affirmations to myself in the process. So, we'll see how that plays out over the next week or so.
Man2Queen, check your PMs
subdad36 wrote:Al48 wrote:Dreamin4Men wrote:Al48 wrote:Dreamin4Men wrote:If you can already get into gay porn then by all means, absolutely. Giving a mental image to the hypno is never a bad thing.
I gave gay porn a try today. I found it a little difficult at first... Had to search around for a bit to find something that caught me. Once I did, I really enjoyed it. I also used some affirmation techniques another user suggested to me.
You're about to begin a cycle that is extreeemely hard to break out of.
-Hypno puts gay ideas in your head
-Gay porn builds on them and makes you believe them
-Hypno becomes more effective as you associate your favorite gay porn with the suggestions
Those 3 things will keep happening until gay porn isn't enough. From there I assume you know what happens...
Yes, well, fortunately for me, I have no urges to break out of the cycle right now. I'm only being drawn deeper into it it seems. :D My urges to listen to the file are near impossible to overcome. It seems as if any spare time I have, my first thought is to listen to CFG.
I'm still having a hard time with viewing gay porn, as it's such a new experience for me. When I do view it, I get this very anxious feeling that starts in my stomach and seems to sweep over my body. It's a very hard feeling to place my finger on. I don't know if it's an arousal or if it's a feeling of guilt. I've been stroking to it a bit and saying affirmations to myself in the process. So, we'll see how that plays out over the next week or so.
Man2Queen, check your PMs
AI48 - It took about 2 weeks of constant listening for me to feel anything. Some have found that they benefitted from 2 weeks, then a break for a bit, then getting back to it. Either way, once the feelings come, hold on to your (anything). its awesome, and strong, and empowering, and exciting, and all sorts of good stuff. You'll roll with it and enjoy it so much once it comes on. Have a blast, and don't worry or fret over the porn thing. just stroke to what feels good. it'll change on it's own, like it did for all of us!
I am headed out this weekend on my first gaycation with a guy a have been seeing on and off for almost a year. soooooo excited!
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