by ProfessorPig » August 31st, 2015, 9:57 pm
if your story is real, which seems incredibly unlikely at this point, its likely already too late to leave. the fact that you have hidden triggers that prevent you from removing your diaper means that there are most likely others preventing you from escaping.
if any part of you truly wanted to leave you would be better off facing the humiliation of running around school in a diaper. you would just have to run out of the room as soon as you read this and go get help. the humiliation of running around in public in a diaper would be a small fraction of whatever humiliation you would face in the future if you stayed.
if she already trashed your cloths you are going to be paraded out in public in the diaper you are allegedly wearing anyway. and any new cloths are going to be conveniently intercepted by her, or she would read your posts and "alter" your plans.
to be honest at this point probably the only thing you could do is check yourself into an asylum. any sort of out patient care would likely lead to you being retriggered and brought back under her spell. you would need to ditch your cell phone or any sort of communication device when you leave as this is a likely source of being retriggered. if you ended up getting arrested for running around in your diaper, that would likely be one of the better outcomes, because you could likely find your way to the psychological care you need through the police. this is not legal advice telling you to commit a crime, just saying that in your situation running into the police are probably one of the better ways to find help and get the care you need.
there are a couple plot holes in your story though. your girlfriend is a young brilliant hypnotist, who happens to have created a hypnosis file more powerful than sarnoga's curse of the teeny weenie. that sounds far fetched but perhaps possible, maybe she was doing hypnosis at a really early age, or she is some sort of hypnosis savant. i have learned a lot about making hypnosis in a relatively short amount of time. but it was a tremendous amount of work to do that and required a lot of one on one work with various people to make the progress i have made. and your story implies that you were the first one she tested this on. it is also suspicious to me is that you have an account here, but as far as we can tell she does not. nor has anyone seen or heard her files.
you implied in subtext that she tested out "relaxation" tapes on you with subliminal triggers of some sort to train you, that she is now using to train her new boyfriend. the fact that the implication is in subtext alone makes it a little suspect, either you figured it out or you would not mention it.
as far as the content of the tapes you could assume that they were about something along the lines of slavery or devotion to her. something that would make him want to do what she suggests. but he has been pretty consistent about his desire to escape. why would the authors tone never change throughout the story? shouldn't that will to resist have diminished long ago? this is especially true once she got into infantilism. i don't think i have heard of anyone who is in a situation even remotely like that who has not been made totally and unwaveringly devoted to his mommy. especially as he grows increasingly helpless and diaper bound, it would just be natural for him to be more and more inclined to seek out guidance. and devotion is a much easier effect to establish than many of the other effects listed and would be considered the standard foundation to any sort of femdom work, because with the foundation of devotion, its so much easier to help the subject accept any triggers they are given.
it also seems really suspicious to me that you never mentioned her doing live trances with you outside of triggering you. if she is talented enough to make tapes that work she would also be talented enough to do face to face hypnosis, especially since it is much more effective.
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