jacktag wrote:I've clearly already done some exploring. Are you trying to say I'm permanently gay now? I just can't imagine that listening to some words 5-10x could do that.
Jacktag, I have some bad news and some good news for you.
The bad news is: you have always been at least partially gay. CFG did not “install” gayness in you, or in anybody else. As far as anyone knows, that’s impossible to do. Instead, what CFG does (and it does it REALLY well!) is to awaken a guy’s existing gay tendencies in his deep subconscious and bring them to the surface. If those tendencies had not already been in you, there’s no way you could have forced yourself to sleep with 15 different dudes.
The reason you feel so sure that you weren’t gay before is simple. You, like every other person growing up in Western culture, were exposed to a lifetime of social conditioning that taught you to suppress and forget all gay feelings. That’s why you feel embarrassed now: CFG breaks through the conditioning, but it still keeps trying to get the upper hand. I’m willing to bet that every other guy who has used this file has gone through the same conflict.
Now for the good news.
Based on everything that today’s science knows about human sexuality, you are . . . here it comes . . . totally normal. The old idea of straight and gay being equivalent to a light switch is just that: old. It’s not even a 3-way switch with straight, gay, and bi. Instead, it’s more like a spectrum, and a little bit like the mathematical “bell curve.” In other words, almost nobody is totally straight or totally gay. Most people can be turned on by both men and women, whether they consciously realize it or not. Now that you know that this is a common, natural thing, you can stop worrying about the labels. You’re free to call yourself straight, gay, bi, or even none of the above, and choose your mates accordingly.
You’re normal, you’re healthy, and your sex life doesn’t need to be pigeonholed. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Least of all yourself.
