Dracari wrote
Considering it's a bit smaller flaccid and I'm starting to have trouble getting completely hard now, is it possible it's picked back up or that one of my alters had started listening again Despite Cael not wanting it to go too far to impact our health? I've always had a fantasy for really micro-dicks and some of the things that get me off are the thought of it shrinking down to just a button or browsing thru such "Shrinking" Art on a few select sites. but I thought considering I'm afraid if it gets any smaller and affects my balls much more and Cael wanting it to stop. that it'd have no effect even if I continued, not pick back up :/
Hi, Cael, Dracari, and Z,
Yes, it is possible. It's more than possible; it's extremely likely. It sounds as if the
Teeny Weenie suggestions are active again. Something, probably fantasizing about
shrinking down to just a button micro-dick and/or
browsing through such "Shrinking Art" on a few select sites, has triggered the Teeny Weenie suggestions implanted in your mind.
Thinking about a file, even in a negative way, activates and reinforces the suggestions contained in the file. Have you started playing with your nipples again? Do you feel a need to listen to the file again?
As an example, I have an acquaintance who has contacted me regularly for years, announcing that he has "beaten" the hypnotic triggers at least one other tist and I have implanted to put him into a trance. I have tried to explain to him that
thinking about suggestions, even in the negative way he's doing (I've beaten this trigger!), reinforces the suggestions. Within five minutes of contacting me, he's in trance. The last time I had him chanting "I obey" until I told him to stop. He also lisps now, although he's unaware of it.
I did put in a safety in my Alter files that every alter must agree to the use of a file for physical effects to take place. Mental effects only affect the alter who is listening. However, the same suggestions say that once permission is given, it cannot be rescinded. Oops.
If you experience any of the symptoms of low testosterone --
http://www.webmd.com/men/guide/testosterone-replacement-therapy-is-it-right-for-you#1-2 - you need to contact your doctor/GP/PCP to ask for a test of your T levels (total T, free T, and bound T) as well as a referral to an endocrinologist. My T levels were so low that when I was referred to an endocrinologist, his first response to looking at my extremely low T levels was "I have no problem writing you a Rx for testosterone." My response probably astonished him. I said, "That's the wrong hormone." I was there to ask for Hormone Replacement Therapy ... estrogen. I was likely unique when I refused testosterone supplements. (If he had offered this to me ten or fifteen years ago, I would have been ecstatic; I wanted to be a big dumb jock then.)
Oxy