smooth9 wrote:Again, I don't know where I"m going with this. Maybe this is just a fantasy and it's erotic to me to be under the control of someone else. Maybe I can live out the rest of my life happily without ever acting on these thoughts. But, at this point - I do know the thoughts are real, I do know that I'm comfortable with them when I"m not around my straight guy friends, and I do know that I sure love googling men in speedos. Other than that, we will see where this goes because I have a really hard time imagining being able to step away from these files for any length of time.
I'm in the same boat ... don't know where I am going with this and don't know where it's taking me. I've been listening to Gay Gym a lot and loving it more and more each time I listen. I'll have to see what it does to me next time I'm well enough to go to the gym ... that said ... I have to admit I'm finding guys more attractive now ... and I'm glad I'm not alone in this ...