WarpMyMind

By the way, I have another thread in the bdsm part where I ask for someone, who controls when and how I have to cum. Hope somebody wants to control my orgasm

Yeah I think you're right but should I masturbate normally or deny myself? I think I would be more ambitious if I do that

I'd just do what Sarnoga tells you to do in the file, he has complete instructions -- you want to get weenie orgasm instead, which happen while you're soft.

I don't think you want to get hard even if you can, because that could interfere with the shrinking. Also, if what happens to me happens to you, you won't want to do it because you'll shrink instead of growing when you're sexually excited. I spent like an hour today repeating what I did yesterday, hard (sometimes) and trying to cum. At first I was managing it well, because I was just edging and when I got excited and started to go limp I backed off and waited to get hard again. But then I got to close to climax and it became ultra frustrating. Finally, I managed to cum, but it was an ordeal. So best to stick with the weenie orgasms and let the file do its thing until you never get hard at all.

Just have listened now to curse and then alternate curse. During that I rubbed my nipples really hard till my cock was throbbing. I'm now really looking forward for the next listening.

Excellent!

Update:

TW is proving amazingly sticky this time! Getting hard an cumming has proved such a miserable experience so I've stopped trying.

I haven't listened to the file, but when I think about listening, it's hard not to. Not sure if it will wear off if I don't listen, but I'm pretty sure it won't if I do.

I've been staying soft and when I get excited I'm feeling some of that tingling sensation.

Wow, not getting hard and being able to cum takes some getting used to! But when I think about escaping, I can't bring myself to try, and I actually enjoy the thought of never cumming again. Of course it's the file that's done that, but knowing that doesn't change things. So it's looking like I may stay this way, which is pretty intense. I bet I'll shrink more too, whatever happens.

I haven't been able to post the photo I took while semi hard, but when they get the server error fixed, I will, and I'll take some more as this goes on. I should take one while soft to see if that changes as well.

Thanks for the update. What have you done with the file these past few days?
Have a few days on my own now which is dangerous.
I'm juat loitering to some addicted and dumbing files to lay the mindset before putting on the shrinking file again. I've missed having these thoughts in my head.

Heh, I don't need addiction and dumbing down files, those are already built in.

Anyway, I haven't listened again, but yesterday, I noticed that my penis was getting a lot like it was when I first listened to the file -- mushy, turtled back, not moving in and out a bit the way a flaccid penis normally does. I took some pictures and I'll post them if they ever get the galleries fixed.

Then last night, I decided to try cumming again. This time, it took a long time to get an erection. Then the same thing happened that's been happening: every time the pleasure started to build I would get soft -- only this time, I was getting even softer and floppier than I had -- but I couldn't pull myself away from trying.

Anyway, after maybe an hour of getting horny, collapsing, and then getting horny again, I came, and this time the orgasm was actually a pretty good one, though not worth the frustration.

So this morning, I was really horny, and I figured that since I'd cum the evening before, it might be easier this time, so I tried it again. Wrong. Lots of frustration for 45 minutes or an hour, and then I finally came.

So I'm back to thinking it isn't worth trying and just waiting to see if it wears off and if I shrink more (which would be very cool).

So I ended the night about 4 hours later, exhausted, sweating and covered in spunk.
In reply to your point though, when I listen I never concentrate on cumming or even think of it as an outcome. My body decides when I'm ready to do that. I just concentrate on every next stroke, each next breath or inhale of poppers, trying to make it last longer and longer when I'm like that I have amazing orgasms when I least expect it

I find that I have all these cycles of getting aroused and then floppy, etc., but that something gradually builds and then suddenly I know I'm going to cum and I do. So maybe if I don't look at porn I won't go through all those cycles? Is that what you're doing? It sounds like it's worth trying, I'm not anxious to give it another go, but Id definitely try with a new technique.

Meanwhile, when I try to think about undoing this, I can't -- either I freeze up or my mind goes blank and I can't think about it at all. But as long as no one interferes, I imagine it will wear off.
Hard to know since I listened to TW so many times that it's engraved on my brain -- as Sarnoga said, it never really leaves you. I had this experience with another curse file, it lost its effect (I'd only listened a few times) but then I saw a discussion here and it came roaring back.

I find it's better not to use porn. Cos I use some files to build up to it, by the time I'm onto my combined file, I'm well zoned out with my dick in complete control and everything revolving around just pleasuring myself and shrinking. I don't need to use any other stimuli. But it's personal preference

That's what I did when I was shrinking. I'm going to try avoiding listening now -- that really hasn't been a problem for the last few days -- but I should probably get back into weenie orgasms. Right now, it's nothing, I don't have much of an urge.

Just about to start my night of brain and dick shrinking. I can't seem to post pics in the gallery to show progress

I'm having the same problem with the gallery -- every time I try to upload a file it says there's a server error.

Submission is sweet Surrender, its Symbiotic

Sorry about that outburst last night.
I was under Master Vive's Surrender file for hours which prepped me for my file, which has the same surrender file in the background. It helps me switch from soft and submissive into shrinking my teeny weeny

Heh, no problem. I just couldn't figure out what you meant.

I was still getting semi-hard last night, now this morning I'm getting more weenieish again, small and mushy. No desire to cum and completely unable to think about undoing it -- more than yesterday.

Whoa, I just looked back in the thread and it looks this started over two weeks ago! I had no idea it had been so long. I haven't been listening to the file, but it doesn't seem to be wearing off at all. It's like it's engraved in my mind. I can hear all of Sarnoga's commands if I think about it.

Its my routine!
It really helps me get totally mind fucked.
Whats your routine of doing it btw?
Also, Sammy here late 30s in South wales

Well, I haven't really been doing it. Just found myself listening I think twice? And when I did I just listened and followed the instructions (nipples and then weenie orgasm). When I listened to it originally, I listened to it once or twice a day (don't remember, I'd have to go back in the thread to find out) for maybe six weeks. And I just followed the instructions. Nothing special, just did what Sarnoga told me to, and it worked really well.

Then, when the shrinking seemed to have stopped, I tried getting hard and masturbating and it was hard at first (slow to arouse and it kept doing the shrinking thing) but then my original suggestion worked and I went back to normal, just smaller than I'd been. After that, I tried to do it again to see if I could shrink more, but it just wouldn't work. A friend here email slaved me to force me to listen to the curse version, and it made me listen, but the file had stopped working, I just kept getting hard and couldn't do the weenie orgasms.

Anyway, if I were listening now, I think the difference is that I'd have a couple of drinks beforehand, because I read a study that found that people are more susceptible if they do. But at this point, it doesn't seem to matter whether I listen or not, it just started happening when I read Sarnoga's post and hasn't worn off even though I haven't been listening. I still get horny, but nothing happens, I don't get hard unless I play with it for a while.

I'm in Connecticut, BTW.

Wow, so get this. Yesterday morning, I woke up with a hard-on, something that hasn't been happening. So I decided to see if I could cum. Didn't expect it to work, but, amazingly, everything was back to normal -- my cock stayed hard, no problem cumming. I measured it while it was erect and it was back to the size it had been, but it was still a lot smaller than it had been while soft, little more than a head sticking out.

Anyway, I decided that the file had worn off. But then last night as I was going to sleep, I started thinking about Teeny Weenie, and as I did, I felt myself getting softer. So I tried getting hard and cumming again, but it was even floppier than before. I couldn't cum, so eventually I gave up. Then this morning, I tried it again and the same thing was happening -- it was really difficult to get hard, and then I'd go soft every time I started to get excited. At that point I got interrupted and gave up trying.

So I don't know what to make of this. If I think about undoing it, I can't, same as before -- my thoughts just come to a screeching halt or I blank out. There's some pressure to listen again, but nothing I can't resist.

I have no idea why my subconscious decided to get rid of it the night before last, or why it decided to bring it back last night. I know that the day after (?) this started, I woke up functional and then thought I must have had a dream about it, and the moment I thought that, it came back. So was it the suggestions in the file, or did I just want the effects to return? Because I was happy to be able to stay hard again, as I've said, I never wanted to lose function, just to shrink, and I didn't have the sense that permanent shrinking was happening this time. I don't know how to tell, it's hidden from me. But I feel a really strong compulsion to read Sarnoga's post again, the one that brought it all back. Did someone email slave me? I don't think so, but they might have made me forget. Whatever it is, something is forcing me to do this and I'm not sure what.

OK, so right after I wrote that I felt a strong compulsion to read Sarnoga's post again and knew I was going to do it. And one of the suggestions was, "The other thing is, that even for those who have stopped listening for a time, the file has a way of drawing you back. Tempting you, calling to you, finding its way into your thoughts." Which is exactly what happened last night.

Personally I'd say, dont resist.
There are times when I must get work done, and I snap into that mode when I need to. But for the rest of the time, I love the fact that the words of the files keep popping up in random thoughts and make you come back.
Most evenings its now a habit I fall into and look fwd to. I don't even know I'm doing it. And before I can blink, I'm on my hands and knees chanting and drooling, eyes rolling back, cock small and flaccid as I squeeze it and play with my nipples for hours.

I'm not sure I actually resist, whenever I think about doing that my mind goes blank.

So basically I'm just blowing in the wind here, can't really affect it either way. I still think it may wear off since it did the other day, but so far it keeps making me reinforce it. Forex, yesterday it made me reread Sarnoga's post and now I have a strong need to again.

But I can't resist experimenting, this morning I tried getting hard and eventually did, but when I played with it it went soft again and I was smart enough this time not to continue and get stuck.

This is getting amazingly small -- this morning, the corona of my glans is disappearing into my bush.

That is so hot Alien. Well turned on and happy for you would love to see pics soon.
I had 4 hours of wdging last night.
Started with Vives dumbing down files and then his sweet surrendwr file to help me be more malleable and compliant.
As an aside, has anyone tried his sweet surrender file? I've cut it and put it on repeat lop which is kinda dangerous, I almost just want to surrender to that file.
But then looped my file about 2 hours and had a teeny orgqsm.
This morning my balls are tiny like walnuts and my dick is looking seriously creased and shivelled

I'd love to post some pics, but the gallery is broken -- at least it still was as of a few days ago.

I've never tried Vive's sweet surrender file -- I've seen it around, but never quite knew what it was. I guess the truth is that I don't need it, I've listened to files that do something similar but always been pretty incredibly susceptible to hypnosis anyway -- I've gotten trapped by files and even became someone's property for a few months when he hijacked me with email slave. (A friend here rescued me so I have some built-in protection against that kind of control now).

Meanwhile, did some nipple and weenie play this morning, the weenie orgasms come so quickly that I'm done almost before I start! Maybe I should get nipple rings again, I had them when I was a kid and they definitely amplify nipple play.

Funny thing is, I'm not regretting not being able to get hard and cum now. I'm a bit horny but nothing unmanageable. I'm kind of tired of being jerked around on a stick by sex and all the time I waste on it. And I still love shrinking and hope I'll shrink more, my dream is to have the glans recede to the point at which it's behind my pubic hair and it looks like I don't have a cock at all. I'm not really scared about staying this way anymore, because I'm finding that it isn't bad as long as I don't get hard and try to cum while I'm erect. And there's always that suggestion that you'll love it, whenever I hear that in my mind I want to stay this way.

Still getting the urge on and off, but when I think about trying to cum I just don't want to. And as I write this, feeling a weird compulsion to read Sarnoga's post again.

Omg. 5 hours last night and no sign of cumming.
And this morning I can barely find my cock.

I'm envious that you are susceptible to trance Alien. Its taken me years to get comfortable with vives voice to take me down, but it still takes me hours to drop down enough to really trance.

What is it about that post that makes you want to listen so much?

I defo recommend the nipple piwrcings. I've had both mine done and they help so much with the nipple play.

I do know what you mean about being fucked around sex wise. I do have a boyf but I prefer playing on my own.

Wow, five hours -- I think the longest I've gone was about an hour -- otherwise, I gave up or got pulled away.

Weird feeling, isn't it, when you reach down and your cock isn't there? ~

I'm still getting semi-erect though sometimes and I haven't always. And it isn't mushy the way it was a few days ago.

I'm at the point now where I can trance instantly. Doesn't even take an induction, I can think about it and wham, I'm there. It just got easier/faster with the years -- I first got into this over ten years ago. Unfortunately, this also means that I can be too quick to fall into trance, which may be why Sarnoga's suggestions had such a strong effect on me even though I knew what he was doing.

I suspect it's something in what he wrote here, or something in TW, that's compelling me to listen, but not sure what. When I try to think about it I get anxious or my mind goes blank, so whatever it is, it doesn't want to be found.

So yesterday I got really horny, and everything actually went normally and I came! I was sure the suggestions had worn off, but then when I tried cumming this morning, I'd gone back to going soft and I had to give up. It's been three weeks now.

Seeing as the gallery isn't uploading new photos, how about post them here:

https://mydick.pictures

OK, sure, getting late but I'll post them tomorrow.

I haven't listened for a whole week. I've stopped listening after the 3rd day. But now I'm here again reading the posts and wanting to listen I also have the feeling that I'm not getting hard that easy as before. When I've noticed that it scared me but made me also more horny..

It has a way of sucking you back in, doesn't it? I stopped listening for a while and It pretty much wore off on me -- I can get hard and cum again. But I know that if I went back and read Sarnoga's post it would come right back, because it never really leaves you, it can hibernate but once you've listened it's there for life.

Postby Small1sh » 02 Sep 2020 21:51

Seeing as the gallery isn't uploading new photos, how about post them here:

Oh well, just tried and nothing happened. No error message -- it just didn't upload the photo.

Anyway, now that I'm cumming again, there's been no change to my erect size, but it's smaller and floppier when it's soft.

Alien4420 wrote:It has a way of sucking you back in, doesn't it? I stopped listening for a while and It pretty much wore off on me -- I can get hard and cum again. But I know that if I went back and read Sarnoga's post it would come right back, because it never really leaves you, it can hibernate but once you've listened it's there for life.

Yeah it has since I've listened I always came back to this thread. But I've not listened again yet, I don't know if I will.

I still not have listened again but 2days ago I jerked off and couldnt get hard the whole time then I rubbed my nipples and had the best orgasm since weeks. It was so much mire intense

stoped listening a while back thinking about picking it back up ......maybe

So the other day I had an idea to wear headphones over my earphones listening to 2 tracks simultaneously. My teeny mix file was the ear phone and gooner mindfuck was the other. That was a 5 hour trip I won't forget soon

Still looking to chat with some more people on discord, add me if you like mikethedonnie#8830. If you added me before I may have accidentally not accepted it I apologize in advance

I always think about this file even though I only did it once. My cock gets hard but I think it did something to me. Because I'm definitely not hung anymore. Maybe 5.5" hard. But I definitely used to be 7.5. just slowly seens to be dwindling over the years

I'm enthralled and captured by it. I'm constantly playing with my shrinking balls and cock, willing them to get smaller and smaller.

Oh my god I think I lost almost half of an inch. And I havent listened for weeks, I thought It has no effect if I dont listen to it constantly.

I'm not sure why... but I've just donned some think silk pink panties to wear for the day under my work combats. I dont know why because I don't associate myself as feminine or a sissy. But I really really want to shrink my balls and weeny and it feels like progress when I know my bulge is getting less pronounced

So I see I stopped doing it a month ago. Here's the thing -- my cock got a lot smaller, but only when it's soft! And that has stuck.

It's still so far back that I reach for it and wonder where it is.

The other thing is that it's really limpid and floppy. The way it is when you've been listening to TW for a while, except that it's now always that way when it's soft. It also takes me a long time to get hard. It wakes up slowly with physical stimulation. But once it's hard, it functions normally.

If I play with it at night without trying to jerk off, it will eventually go back to the way it used to be when it was soft.

@jackofffun26 wrote:

I always think about this file even though I only did it once. My cock gets hard but I think it did something to me. Because I'm definitely not hung anymore. Maybe 5.5" hard. But I definitely used to be 7.5. just slowly seens to be dwindling over the years

well.... that seems to pretty much be how things "work" with the file(s). You get hard (even REALLY hard), and that's when it shrinks. I'd get really turned on and it would feel rock hard.... but i could tell something wasn't quite right and it would shrink.

I somehow have the feeling that im already cursed since I've shrinked a bit. Its probably only a matter of time till I'm listening again

Last night.... I have no words....but I'll try.
I'd been a day or 2 without the file. I even put myself in chastity and left the keys over a friends. I was literally edging and listening all day every day and it was consuming me (as its supposed to!)
But last night, after a day in work, I got home, rolled some strong 420, got 3 poppers out, and let go.
I was solid because I was so incredibly horny. Almost as solid as I ever was. But then it went. My cock crushed from a shaft I could stroke with my whole hand to a 2 finger weeny.
I have never had such an explosive mind bending exhausting orgqsm in my life. I was high for hours after in mindless sexual bliss.
And now, I want another one.

Yep, it does that, doesn't it.

I'm still blown away by the permanent size decrease.

I think cocki12 is right, this never really leaves you. I'm feeling the urge to listen again.

id love to try this permanent curse