The forced gay success thread...

[jr987]

[quote="stephen292"] It is the opposite with men. I don't find them attractive but have sexual interest in them. i love gay porn and get an urge to suck and want my ass penetrated when i watch it. I'm not out to anyone i know, but i have my face visible on many gay dating sites. I talk with men online all the time but i just can't bring myself to meet them. I live in a remote village so it is hard to meet as most are so far away. Last year i did talk with a guy who lives in the same village and went to his place. His naked body was so good but i couldn't bring myself to suck him.

In some ways i regret listening to the file, in other ways I regret it wasn't more affective on me. While i find women attractive and i tell people i'm straight, i tend to think of myself as gay when i'm alone at home. I guess i just need to find a hypnotist to finish the transformation[/quote]

I wonder if it's just a matter of breaking out of your comfort zone and taking a cock in your mouth, even when you are reluctant--I mean, of course, in a situation like the one you describe. Maybe that would be the moment you turn the corner and realize that the file has had much more effect than you thought it had. I'm not saying I'm sure that would happen, but it would certainly be worth a shot! If you aren't going to date women, you'll definitely want to have sex with men and eventually have a boyfriend, I would think. Otherwise, it could be a lonely life... (I'm not saying anything you haven't thought of...)!

[stephen292]

[quote="jr987"]I wonder if it's just a matter of breaking out of your comfort zone and taking a cock in your mouth, even when you are reluctant--I mean, of course, in a situation like the one you describe. Maybe that would be the moment you turn the corner and realize that the file has had much more effect than you thought it had. I'm not saying I'm sure that would happen, but it would certainly be worth a shot! If you aren't going to date women, you'll definitely want to have sex with men and eventually have a boyfriend, I would think. Otherwise, it could be a lonely life... (I'm not saying anything you haven't thought of...)![/quote]
You could be right. It is strange, when i was straight, the first time i had sex with a woman the first thing i did was lick her pussy. Even then i found the tase disgusting but i would always do it so i don't know why i can't suck a cock when its something i really want to do. I do want a boyfriend but having a boyfriend doesn't feel right at the same time if that makes sense. And you are right, i do live a lonely life