Addictive Breast Play, Female Company and Fucked By a Dog
Posted: September 10th, 2012, 9:59 am
Here's basically what I've just put on in my journal, but I though I'd post it here for people to read as well.
I'm going to start off my saying I'm a newbie to all this. This has been my first real experiences with sexual hypnosis. No long term success but thats only after a very short amount of time. I wasn't expecting any serious results straight away and so I plan to keep listening and trying things.
I've spent a lot of time recently reading threads here and there about sexual hypnosis and last night, I downloaded a fair few files from here. I started simple. Listened to an induction a couple of times before trying 'Addictive Breast Play', I listened to that a couple of times, and I have to say, it felt pretty good. Once i had finished listening, i immediately started playing with my nipples... rubbing them, stroking them, and i managed to acheive a dry orgasm from it :) ...the addiction effects were short lasting though. I couldn't stop playing with my nipples last night, but when i woke up this morning, the addiction was gone, as was the sensitivity. But I'm going to have another listen tonight.
I also listened to the Female Company In Bed track. I listened to it once, then said the trigger. I felt a pull to look over near the door but alas, nothing. No-one in bed with me. I tried again about an hour later, but nothing at all. I shall try again tonight.
I think my main problem is being in the trance. When under, I dont feel a desire to move, and even why I try, I struggle. I am able to move if I really try though. I've heard trying to break out of the trance can make it stronger in the future than just going along with it?
My mind also tends to wonder while in a trance. But that's just because I'm quite excited about the possibilities of whats to come. My other issue is comfort. While i the trance I often get an itch on my face, or leg or something similar which breaks me out of my trance. I'm also very aware of my heart beating. I've been trying deep breathing to try and slow my heart beat down which seems to be working, but only time will tell.
This morning when I woke up, I carried on reading threads. The one's that really struck out to me were a couple of the curses. Addicted to your own cum, and being fucked by a dog. Although straight, the success rate of the addicted to your own cum is compelling, but I think I'm going to wait a while to try that.
About an hour ago, I decided to jump in at the deep end and try the being fucked by a dog curse. Its not something I have ever even considered in the past, but reading about the way people just dropped to the knees really got me excited. I'm not interested in the animal aspect of it, I'm interested in the loss of control aspect.
So I proceeded to try it, not expecting anything the first time, and I was right. Although I did feel a stirring in my body. When I awoke from the track i couldn't stop shaking with nervousness and embarrassment of what I had just listened to. I proceeded to say the trigger. Nothing properly happened, but I did feel an urge to roll over onto my front. I didnt, but I felt an urge to. My arse and lower back felt slightly pressured, although no fucking sensations or similar... just like something was pressed up against them. That was probably just anticipation and a placebo though. I will try again later.
I will be continually updating my journal on here with my experiences, so I hope a people stop by and see how I'm getting on. Feel free to pm me. I'm friendly and open and looking to speak to more experienced people and hear thier experiences as well.
I'm going to start off my saying I'm a newbie to all this. This has been my first real experiences with sexual hypnosis. No long term success but thats only after a very short amount of time. I wasn't expecting any serious results straight away and so I plan to keep listening and trying things.
I've spent a lot of time recently reading threads here and there about sexual hypnosis and last night, I downloaded a fair few files from here. I started simple. Listened to an induction a couple of times before trying 'Addictive Breast Play', I listened to that a couple of times, and I have to say, it felt pretty good. Once i had finished listening, i immediately started playing with my nipples... rubbing them, stroking them, and i managed to acheive a dry orgasm from it :) ...the addiction effects were short lasting though. I couldn't stop playing with my nipples last night, but when i woke up this morning, the addiction was gone, as was the sensitivity. But I'm going to have another listen tonight.
I also listened to the Female Company In Bed track. I listened to it once, then said the trigger. I felt a pull to look over near the door but alas, nothing. No-one in bed with me. I tried again about an hour later, but nothing at all. I shall try again tonight.
I think my main problem is being in the trance. When under, I dont feel a desire to move, and even why I try, I struggle. I am able to move if I really try though. I've heard trying to break out of the trance can make it stronger in the future than just going along with it?
My mind also tends to wonder while in a trance. But that's just because I'm quite excited about the possibilities of whats to come. My other issue is comfort. While i the trance I often get an itch on my face, or leg or something similar which breaks me out of my trance. I'm also very aware of my heart beating. I've been trying deep breathing to try and slow my heart beat down which seems to be working, but only time will tell.
This morning when I woke up, I carried on reading threads. The one's that really struck out to me were a couple of the curses. Addicted to your own cum, and being fucked by a dog. Although straight, the success rate of the addicted to your own cum is compelling, but I think I'm going to wait a while to try that.
About an hour ago, I decided to jump in at the deep end and try the being fucked by a dog curse. Its not something I have ever even considered in the past, but reading about the way people just dropped to the knees really got me excited. I'm not interested in the animal aspect of it, I'm interested in the loss of control aspect.
So I proceeded to try it, not expecting anything the first time, and I was right. Although I did feel a stirring in my body. When I awoke from the track i couldn't stop shaking with nervousness and embarrassment of what I had just listened to. I proceeded to say the trigger. Nothing properly happened, but I did feel an urge to roll over onto my front. I didnt, but I felt an urge to. My arse and lower back felt slightly pressured, although no fucking sensations or similar... just like something was pressed up against them. That was probably just anticipation and a placebo though. I will try again later.
I will be continually updating my journal on here with my experiences, so I hope a people stop by and see how I'm getting on. Feel free to pm me. I'm friendly and open and looking to speak to more experienced people and hear thier experiences as well.