by lew897 » September 14th, 2014, 7:48 am
My feminization has mostly been mental stuff off of one site in particular. Of course Ive been extremely slow about everything outside of my body but my brain seems to balance between non woman and pure woman. Almost like Im a woman on the inside with a shell of a man. I imagine if my environment changed to that of a womans, Id never want to leave it again. Ive been mixing in female suggestions for years and now its starting to take hold and not let go so easily. I generally have seen myself as a man dabbing into the womans life as an undercover agent but lately Ive been coming out to people all the time. I did fem butt growth a year ago and it grew pretty big. Bigger than my waist and hasn't really gone away. I am pretty skinny and short so it sticks out a bit. For me its been a battle between the physical effects only without the mental parts or the mental parts without the physical effects. Im slowly merging the two at a inch per month speed. Not that I cant speed up the process, which I can and have done but let go of the suggestions, I just have fallen in love with process maybe one day Ill just be completely female head to toe. I do have dreams of being a woman constantly, yesterday I was a woman with a hot girlfriend. I admit its very strange and different than being a man.