EMG's Your Other Half
Posted: September 25th, 2014, 2:33 am
I'm not sure if anyone is looking into getting this file. I know I was kinda on the fence about buying a file, given how I have mixed results and/or time to commit. I do think more anecdotes might help, so here's my experience from the first day:
I was able to ease into this one, and that was a good thing. With little specific description, I wasn't 100% sure what to expect, and even going through, I had reservations. In the end, I decided to go all in, and plunged headfirst.
The latter half of the file, I had this picture of pulling a woman out of either ice or some dark unlabeled area/thing, and it was difficult, but I was oddly internally eager, really motivated to pull her out. I could almost feel the struggle to pull her up, as if from some mud or swamp or quicksand. Even the things I would normally be weirded out by, which was the feminine parts, didn't stop me.
I held onto that feeling of pulling for as long as I could, until I finished the track. As usual, I chose a bad time to listen, one in the morning, and emg always ends with that wake up bit, so I was silently cursing him a little bit. <3 to emg, though, that was mostly my bad.
I wasn't expecting anything to happen, being the first listen, but I was surprised to 'hear' a voice while I was cursing saying I should sleep. I began having this small conversation with this voice, about insomnia and the loud neighbors, and I got responses that didn't feel forced by me (if that makes sense).
I remember saying that it was okay if she wasn't fully ready or completely out yet, that I'd go back and do it again tomorrow if I had to. I remember saying how I was glad she was there. I felt something, but it was weaker, and before I knew it, the voice was gone.
I had a moment of loneliness I had not had in a long time. Not a despair, but an emptiness of sorts, the feeling of nothing after experiencing something in its place. The appreciation of something once it's gone. I reflected on that for a moment.
Even then, or especially then, I knew I was going to listen again. I want to know more about her, see how she acts after she can support herself, find out what her name is. This in comparison to other files, which have varying effects, while this one was very clear. I'm not sure if this is because I have enough experience with trance, how much I wanted this to work, etc. but I hope that this was interesting to at least one person who's still thinking about getting this file.
In the end, I'm gonna say this will be a worthwhile file, even at full price (although I'm glad I saved $5)
I was able to ease into this one, and that was a good thing. With little specific description, I wasn't 100% sure what to expect, and even going through, I had reservations. In the end, I decided to go all in, and plunged headfirst.
The latter half of the file, I had this picture of pulling a woman out of either ice or some dark unlabeled area/thing, and it was difficult, but I was oddly internally eager, really motivated to pull her out. I could almost feel the struggle to pull her up, as if from some mud or swamp or quicksand. Even the things I would normally be weirded out by, which was the feminine parts, didn't stop me.
I held onto that feeling of pulling for as long as I could, until I finished the track. As usual, I chose a bad time to listen, one in the morning, and emg always ends with that wake up bit, so I was silently cursing him a little bit. <3 to emg, though, that was mostly my bad.
I wasn't expecting anything to happen, being the first listen, but I was surprised to 'hear' a voice while I was cursing saying I should sleep. I began having this small conversation with this voice, about insomnia and the loud neighbors, and I got responses that didn't feel forced by me (if that makes sense).
I remember saying that it was okay if she wasn't fully ready or completely out yet, that I'd go back and do it again tomorrow if I had to. I remember saying how I was glad she was there. I felt something, but it was weaker, and before I knew it, the voice was gone.
I had a moment of loneliness I had not had in a long time. Not a despair, but an emptiness of sorts, the feeling of nothing after experiencing something in its place. The appreciation of something once it's gone. I reflected on that for a moment.
Even then, or especially then, I knew I was going to listen again. I want to know more about her, see how she acts after she can support herself, find out what her name is. This in comparison to other files, which have varying effects, while this one was very clear. I'm not sure if this is because I have enough experience with trance, how much I wanted this to work, etc. but I hope that this was interesting to at least one person who's still thinking about getting this file.
In the end, I'm gonna say this will be a worthwhile file, even at full price (although I'm glad I saved $5)