WarpMyMind

For some odd reason I am not able to comment on the existing thread. I have been messing around hypnosis very long time. Lots of sissy hypnosis/gay hypnosis, etc. A few months ago I was trying hard to get into BBW fetish and guess what I have failed. I randomly watched a porn and drawn into men. I started listening back to CFG and Trainsexmen files. Instead getting into trance I just listen when I masturbate watching porn. I have been saving images from gay subReddits and as well suddenly I am identifying men’s faces that I find attractive. I have had sexual interactions past with men and in my memory they seem so satisfying even though all I did was providing oral service to them as well as making out with them. Some of them sucked me and rimmed me as well.

I have now started therapy where I have set my goal as accepting my sexual orientation. Instead of getting into any labels I told my therapist that I relate with Kinsey scale 5 (predominantly homosexual, incidentally heterosexual) but I am thinking to come out to therapist eventually. I am married and also have a baby but now my attraction is flipping. I am just going to go with the flow even though I don’t have the power to face the consequences.