WarpMyMind

I am a weird one. I love to fuck my mind. Nothing is hotter than the idea of asking for a curse file and being taken completely by surprise with how effective that file is. Becoming addicted, enslaved, altered, made into a puppet or toy, so aroused and yet unable to cum. Unable to touch. Unable to break that spell.
That sort of thing. So hot. So frustrating. Enjoying every minute while regretting the choice. A mind fuck is that special kind of challenge that only a masochist pursues.

So with that said, if you have been there yourself, what has been your greatest experience of being mind fucked?

Were you taken by surprise?

Did you escape or are you still bound to your fate?


Did it add a fetish to your repertoire?

For me, it was the Inner demon file from Jack Drago. It began to work at the very second day of listening, giving me an alter in my head, who is a demon, and now my master. I thought it would work after many weeks, but I was caught totally off-guard when my alter manifested himself so soon. Now that I think about it, yeah, that qualify as a true mindfuck, I wasn't expecting to work so soon.

On the other side, I've been listening to the curse of teeny weenie (both the original from Sarnoga and MasterDryke version) for three (or it was four?) weeks and I have yet to see my dicklet reducing. True, my nipples are more sensitive and I had some nipplegasms (which took the form of ruined orgasms inside my cage) but besides that I have to see a change on my dick yet, even boners are still painfully present (They hurt a bit in a small chastity cage). Maybe the fact that I can't play with my tiny weenie because it's locked away in a small chastity device is what is affecting the result, who knows.

rafster,
Do you think it is possible that the teenie weenie files have increased your desire to have a teenie weenie? Or increased your desire to wear a chastity cage? Do you wear your cage more often?

Side note, I have read that a chastity cage can create scar tissue within the body which can have a shrinking effect if the cage is so small that a dick cannot stretch out. Don't know if its true though.

wolfnchains wrote:rafster,
Do you think it is possible that the teenie weenie files have increased your desire to have a teenie weenie? Or increased your desire to wear a chastity cage? Do you wear your cage more often?

Side note, I have read that a chastity cage can create scar tissue within the body which can have a shrinking effect if the cage is so small that a dick cannot stretch out. Don't know if its true though.

I wear the cage 24/7, only taking it out for cleaning (twice a week) or if I notice severe bruising. Well, not so often, I had to be unlocked before a visit to a bathhouse yesterday, heh, my inner demon master approved and I serviced all kinds of men... but I digress. My chastity kink is really strong, so teeny weenie didn't affect it, but it increased my desire to have a teeny weenie. Sigh... my dicklet still remains the same, regardless of the chastity cage (and I am locked since November).

I don't have an answer to your second question, from what I've read, you need to be YEARS of 24/7 to even get a shrinkage, and by that time, you assume that will happen. Some people say that even after years, their dicks returned to normal after a few weeks. I have been locked for 4 months, and my dicklet is the same 5.2" since I began.

pre pandemic the bambi sleep files hit me really hard. i still dont know most of what i did during this time. i got pulled out of the files around the time of lockdowns because it didnt feel like it was a safe time to be dumb, and its just never quite been the same since. i still blackout pretty much everything i listen to, and i have had deep mindfucks since then, but the bambi sleep files hit me like a rolling pink fog that covered that whole period of time in a blanket of forgetting. i can visit that kind of mindfuck even now, but i cant live in it the way i used to.

Nearly all of my experiences are my own files. I've got OCD as well, so I obsessively make files, and change goals due to guilt/anxiety that comes with OCD.

Once I made a really strong file which made me believe and feel transgender, and I was willing to leave my wife and go live a gay lifestyle, and I told her that I wanted to do it (she didn't take it well), and that night I completely shaved my body. After 2-3 days the effects wore off (as I stopped listening to the file), and then I created a file to be sexually into my wife, and I completely flipped my sexual attraction to 100% toward her within a week, and was fucking her and licking out her ass (something I would never think to do normally).

At different times I've made certain genders (men, women, trans) sexy, and also at different times made individual body parts sexy, like cocks, bums, thighs, breasts.

Oh here's a real mind fuck I remember. I tested out creating obsessive vivid strong gay/sissy sexual fantasies, which caused extreme horniness, but I wasn't allowed to physically masturbate. One day in bed it hit me, and I completely went into a couple of sexual fantasies that kept repeating, one where someone was sucking me off and then me sucking them off, and then another one where I was being fucked as a sissy, and I was feeling extremely horny and was rock hard while these fantasies played in my mind (but couldn't physically masturbate), and they just kept repeating again and again for about 30 minutes before I finally snapped out of it. I stopped that experiment because I nearly went into a sexual fantasy while driving, and I was worried I might end up crashing my car.

Another one I have, was feeling obsessive feelings of horniness, the most powerful and strongest horniness I could feel, but I wasn't allowed to masturbate. I was completely horny the whole day, having erections throughout the entire day, consuming massive amounts of porn, until after about 10 hours of this, I finally ended up masturbating. Whats crazy is I didn't even eat the whole day, I didn't feel hungry at all, even though the hypnosis had nothing to do with appetite, but I guess when you're extremely horny, you just don't feel hungry during it.

There's probably some other ones I can't think of.

I’m not great at going under so am always surprised when a file has a big effect on me as most of them don’t do anything.

The one that hit me hard and genuinely changed me was CockSuckQueen. That file had me sucking a LOT of cocks and swallowing a LOT of cum for a good year or so and is probably the main reason I identify as bisexual rather than straight. It gave me a huge oral fixation which 10 years later is very much still in place.

In the last 48 hours I’d also add Anal Only Sissyslut to my very short list.
A couple of days after listening and I’m still fighting (mostly unsuccessfully) with the almost non-stop urge to fuck myself with a dildo.
I’ve never enjoyed anal play before and only listened because the description suggested it might help with experiencing a fabled P-Spot orgasm. Now I’m borderline obsessed with fucking myself and am regularly pumping my hole with my wife’s vibrator whenever I get time alone. I guess this properly counts as a mindfuck as it really wasn’t the effect I was looking for, but I can’t help but enjoy every moment of the experience so far.
A part of me hopes the intensity of this fades, but then I suppose I’d have to stop listening to the file for that to happen and I already feel mildly addicted.

Hm, I think the greatest mindfuck I've had from a file was AFA's Orca Drone series, and it wasn't even an intentional effect of the file.

See, there was this bit where I'm meant to get fully rubberised, and when it came to the description of my cock being turned into a "sensitive but useless bulge", for some reason on this one particular listen (IDK, maybe the 20th or so by then, maybe more), I felt it actually happen.

On its own, that's nothing unusual. The effect wore off so quickly, after all.
But the mindfuck part was the aftereffect.

Ever since then, 2 months ago, the idea of being smooth down there has taken hold. I've done loads of research and studying on what's feasible and what isn't, and if it weren't for the fact that I'd have to go abroad and it's too expensive for me, I would honestly go and get nullified right now. The idea has completely taken over my mind - it is who I am. I'm "male", sure, but more than that, deep down I am a drone, a nullo drone. I need to get nullified, it's my every thought now.

The other was training with Catgirl's Curse -Ultimate Gay Sissy (which is unfortunately lost media now) for 2 weeks straight and uncontrollable fucking myself with a dildo in a hotelroom over Christmas 2020 and *begging* people to help me by sending me cocks to fuck me because I couldn't make a grindr account. I lost my phone earlier and couldn't make a grindr account on a laptop.

Thanks for the info, girly! I was actually able to find a copy of Ultimate Gay Sissy on hypno-fetish, I can pm you the link if you want!
I gave it a listen and it definitely felt so good. I'm gonna add this one to the regular playlist for sure! Every day I get closer to accepting myself and files like this really push me right up to the edge <3