Semi-success
Posted: August 12th, 2008, 11:01 amI tried Show Me Your Cock last night...
Yeah, I did feel the need to show a little, the thought ran through my head... but I never did. The reason this is in success though, was I really think I was in trance... at least during the induction. I zoned out, and then suddenly, snap I listened to EMG counting down deeper and deeper. I could and could not feel my body. Everything felt really far away from me. It was pretty cool. So while the file did not work on me this time, small successes are how you get there!
So anyways, I tried to play it again, but my mp3 player had moved onto the next track, and when the induction was finished, and I was told that I would imagine a very attractive 15 or 16 year old schoolgirl. It was the Horny Schoolgirl file, which was fine :) i have been doing that one for a while now. Once again I went really deep ( i think) and as it is my experience with this file, when I am told I have breasts, I puff my chest out, and it feels like it is growing. I start breathing differently, I love the way the file makes me feel. Its different than when I trigger myself... I hope I can get the same feeling when I trigger myself soon.
Yeah, I did feel the need to show a little, the thought ran through my head... but I never did. The reason this is in success though, was I really think I was in trance... at least during the induction. I zoned out, and then suddenly, snap I listened to EMG counting down deeper and deeper. I could and could not feel my body. Everything felt really far away from me. It was pretty cool. So while the file did not work on me this time, small successes are how you get there!
So anyways, I tried to play it again, but my mp3 player had moved onto the next track, and when the induction was finished, and I was told that I would imagine a very attractive 15 or 16 year old schoolgirl. It was the Horny Schoolgirl file, which was fine :) i have been doing that one for a while now. Once again I went really deep ( i think) and as it is my experience with this file, when I am told I have breasts, I puff my chest out, and it feels like it is growing. I start breathing differently, I love the way the file makes me feel. Its different than when I trigger myself... I hope I can get the same feeling when I trigger myself soon.