Diapering has got me!
Posted: July 12th, 2011, 5:52 amI have been tricked, I am so confused, I sit here
pondering my fate, I have been so bad for letting
myself fall for this, how can I be so stupid, what has
become of me, my thoughts racing, knowing what was
about to start happening, shifting into a more
comfortable position feeling the bulk of my diaper
spreading out around me, Diaper? DIAPER? what am I
doing wearing a diaper? My thoughts go back to how it
started, a time when I saw the hypnosis sites and
dismissed them as fake and possibly places that you
get taken advantage of, stay clear of these you tell
yourself,, they are bad places. Already in the back of
my mind I was curious, what do I know, the only way to
find out was to have a go. Over a period of several
months I did not realise that my subconscious had
already decided to give it a go, and it was not long
before the oportunity arose for my subconscious to
take over for one tiny inocuous moment. I was looking
around erotic websites like you do to see what is out
there and if there is anything that I was missing out
on, when I stumbled on a site that had dominant Women
who take conrol of Men and Women using hypnosis and
turn them into their mindless slaves. I looked long
and hard at the Home page not realising there were
subliminal messages whispering to me, and visual
stimuli that penetrated my synapses. One mp3 file
jumped out at me, it was a free file, an induction
that was to improve my life, so I downloaded it. Six
months later I had purchased thousands of dollars
worth of files and was deep in the clutches of this
dominating empire. What happened next was so bizzare,
the dominant that had so effectivly controlled me sold
me to an even more dominant Mistress, I did not know
this until I was directed to her site and then given
another free file that handed control over to her.
Soon I was being degraded and humiliated into
submission and it wasn't long before she had me
wetting myself in diapers. A number of times I tried
to get away but the triggers installed wanted me to
try and when I did try my obedience to her was re-
inforced in a never ending cycle of total control. Now
after eight years under her spell I thought I would
use the WWm site to break her bonds even if it meant
being controlled by another. OK it worked it is safe
to say, I am free of her even though I still have many
of her most powerfull files on my system, as long as
they are there I know I will not purchase them again
and go through the whole cycle again,. I shift
uncomfortably I am brought back to the present, just
thinking of the files makes me feel their pull, the
temptation is still there to listen but WMM is
comforting me, making me feel better, I feel my mind
slipping a little, The diaper is feeling more
comfortable now, it feels so nice, only this morning
what I thought would be another wet and messy diaper,
or was it yesterday, yes it was yesterday, I have been
wearing diapers for over 29 hours now, surely this is
not permanent. Only trouble is every time I come to
take it off I can't, Every time I use and wet my
diaper I replace it with another. I have been tricked,
tricked into wearing diapers full time. The moment I
put it on I was triggered, triggered into changing
into another if used or triggered into not being able
to remove it unless I use it, then I want another on.
I cannot get out of this, I have ordered another bulk
buy of fresh diapers and they will be here before this
lot run out, there is no way out. Having got dressed
and pulled jeans over my diaper I feel even more
trapped, in order to replace my diaper with a pair of
panties I will have to remove my jeans but to change
my diaper I can keep my jeans on around my ankles,
whilst the diaper is changed. My head is spinning now,
the urge to pee is growing and I know it is going to
happen, the diaper demands this, I can see the next
diaper waiting for it's turn to be worn, for it's turn
to suck my pee out of me, make me wet and then put
another on. The fold smiling at me in mock amusement,
there you have it all the evidence you need that my
mind has indeed been warped, I have given up one for
another and I am almost sure that I don't want this to
stop, here it comes again, filling up my diaper, that
warm wet snug feeling knowing that soon I will get
cleaned up and diapered once more. Please make a file
to break the cycle once in a while maybe with a time
limit that once passed increases my desire to get back
into diapers. Best wishes Jennykins. Happy to be
wearing a Diaper all the time. Sorry about the spelling and punctuation but I have been regwessed too:-)
pondering my fate, I have been so bad for letting
myself fall for this, how can I be so stupid, what has
become of me, my thoughts racing, knowing what was
about to start happening, shifting into a more
comfortable position feeling the bulk of my diaper
spreading out around me, Diaper? DIAPER? what am I
doing wearing a diaper? My thoughts go back to how it
started, a time when I saw the hypnosis sites and
dismissed them as fake and possibly places that you
get taken advantage of, stay clear of these you tell
yourself,, they are bad places. Already in the back of
my mind I was curious, what do I know, the only way to
find out was to have a go. Over a period of several
months I did not realise that my subconscious had
already decided to give it a go, and it was not long
before the oportunity arose for my subconscious to
take over for one tiny inocuous moment. I was looking
around erotic websites like you do to see what is out
there and if there is anything that I was missing out
on, when I stumbled on a site that had dominant Women
who take conrol of Men and Women using hypnosis and
turn them into their mindless slaves. I looked long
and hard at the Home page not realising there were
subliminal messages whispering to me, and visual
stimuli that penetrated my synapses. One mp3 file
jumped out at me, it was a free file, an induction
that was to improve my life, so I downloaded it. Six
months later I had purchased thousands of dollars
worth of files and was deep in the clutches of this
dominating empire. What happened next was so bizzare,
the dominant that had so effectivly controlled me sold
me to an even more dominant Mistress, I did not know
this until I was directed to her site and then given
another free file that handed control over to her.
Soon I was being degraded and humiliated into
submission and it wasn't long before she had me
wetting myself in diapers. A number of times I tried
to get away but the triggers installed wanted me to
try and when I did try my obedience to her was re-
inforced in a never ending cycle of total control. Now
after eight years under her spell I thought I would
use the WWm site to break her bonds even if it meant
being controlled by another. OK it worked it is safe
to say, I am free of her even though I still have many
of her most powerfull files on my system, as long as
they are there I know I will not purchase them again
and go through the whole cycle again,. I shift
uncomfortably I am brought back to the present, just
thinking of the files makes me feel their pull, the
temptation is still there to listen but WMM is
comforting me, making me feel better, I feel my mind
slipping a little, The diaper is feeling more
comfortable now, it feels so nice, only this morning
what I thought would be another wet and messy diaper,
or was it yesterday, yes it was yesterday, I have been
wearing diapers for over 29 hours now, surely this is
not permanent. Only trouble is every time I come to
take it off I can't, Every time I use and wet my
diaper I replace it with another. I have been tricked,
tricked into wearing diapers full time. The moment I
put it on I was triggered, triggered into changing
into another if used or triggered into not being able
to remove it unless I use it, then I want another on.
I cannot get out of this, I have ordered another bulk
buy of fresh diapers and they will be here before this
lot run out, there is no way out. Having got dressed
and pulled jeans over my diaper I feel even more
trapped, in order to replace my diaper with a pair of
panties I will have to remove my jeans but to change
my diaper I can keep my jeans on around my ankles,
whilst the diaper is changed. My head is spinning now,
the urge to pee is growing and I know it is going to
happen, the diaper demands this, I can see the next
diaper waiting for it's turn to be worn, for it's turn
to suck my pee out of me, make me wet and then put
another on. The fold smiling at me in mock amusement,
there you have it all the evidence you need that my
mind has indeed been warped, I have given up one for
another and I am almost sure that I don't want this to
stop, here it comes again, filling up my diaper, that
warm wet snug feeling knowing that soon I will get
cleaned up and diapered once more. Please make a file
to break the cycle once in a while maybe with a time
limit that once passed increases my desire to get back
into diapers. Best wishes Jennykins. Happy to be
wearing a Diaper all the time. Sorry about the spelling and punctuation but I have been regwessed too:-)