Safe Bladder Bowel Loss Success
Posted: November 9th, 2011, 1:09 pm
Okay so to begin I've done other files and have had moderate success. Nothing ever really against my my will, or even subconscious so much as plants seeds in my head (makes me think about it so much that I want it to happen, etc.) and play the part.
Well I started listenning to Safe Bladder Bowel Loss (by EMG) to type up the script. I was wearing a diaper because I wanted to be turned on by the possibility and midway through typing I just soaked myself without any thought. (it just kept going, I leaked and had a big ol mess to clean too).
Anyway, I listened to the file last night a few more times and wore a diaper to bed just because and I woke up with is soaked and again leaked apparently onto my bed (this is the first time I've ever actually wet the bed (even though I've wanted to) without waking.
Anyway after classes and such today I put on a diaper and listened to the file a few more time while finishing the script copying. Not long in I peed with barely noticing I had to go at all, but I wasn't surprised. When I stood up to go to the bathroom to poop (I've always been mixed on fecal incontinence), and immediately without applying any effort I filled the seat of my diaper as I stood up which scared me. While collecting stuff to clean myself in the dorm bathroom I ended up pissing myself enough to cause a small leak.
That's all happened in less than 24 hours which is very surprising (as I said before I've never been terribly willing or whatever but yeah this one is just taking off...having me very excited and somewhat scared lol). I ended up ordering some abena diapers online to try them out, maybe they'll leak less than Depends (being cheapo and what not).
Anyway, just felt the need to share :)
Well I started listenning to Safe Bladder Bowel Loss (by EMG) to type up the script. I was wearing a diaper because I wanted to be turned on by the possibility and midway through typing I just soaked myself without any thought. (it just kept going, I leaked and had a big ol mess to clean too).
Anyway, I listened to the file last night a few more times and wore a diaper to bed just because and I woke up with is soaked and again leaked apparently onto my bed (this is the first time I've ever actually wet the bed (even though I've wanted to) without waking.
Anyway after classes and such today I put on a diaper and listened to the file a few more time while finishing the script copying. Not long in I peed with barely noticing I had to go at all, but I wasn't surprised. When I stood up to go to the bathroom to poop (I've always been mixed on fecal incontinence), and immediately without applying any effort I filled the seat of my diaper as I stood up which scared me. While collecting stuff to clean myself in the dorm bathroom I ended up pissing myself enough to cause a small leak.
That's all happened in less than 24 hours which is very surprising (as I said before I've never been terribly willing or whatever but yeah this one is just taking off...having me very excited and somewhat scared lol). I ended up ordering some abena diapers online to try them out, maybe they'll leak less than Depends (being cheapo and what not).
Anyway, just felt the need to share :)