rugbyjockca wrote:Sorry dude. I didn't mean to upset you so much. Seriously. I can be a sensitive person, too.
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To explain myself, I want this forum to be a place where dudes into the jock fetish can feel safe and supported. It's one of the few places on the internet where I can talk about my deepest and darkest fantasies, some of which are pretty horrible if you think about it for 2 seconds.
There IS a self-destructive streak in wanting to be dumbed down, and it flies in the face of all of the well-meaning loved ones who've been waiting my whole life for me to realize my potential. I'm a smart, kind (really!) guy, so why am I still floundering? Shouldn't I be a successful doctor by now? There's a lot of pressure from people I love for me to be different than who I want to be, and this fantasy is one of the ways I have to escape that pressure even for a few minutes.
Even innocent questions can sound like accusations or like the well-meaning questions from friends and family, and just add to the pressure that I'm trying to escape by coming here.
So, I AM sorry that I came off as aggressive as I did. As much as I love the idea of jock transformation, I don't want to ever be the jock bully. I hope you feel better soon.
Thanks for your reply, yeh im very easy to upset. Maybe I have emotional issues or im just insanely sensitive and emotional I dont know but I take things to heart a lot of the time.
Im feeling a bit better now though, I had a sleep.
I understand that, its nice to feel safe and supported. But to be safe dont you need someone asking these questions?
I know you probably dont want me asking these questions maybe I shouldnt. But everything is awesome in moderation even your dumbing down fantasy, but hypnosis isnt really a fantasy its something that can make your fantasy real.
The mind is a very very fragile thing I know that from personal experience.
I guess I can understand your need for excape from pressure, maybe I dont understand as I dont have any. Like my parents are happy for me, i finished uni and got a job after a few years. The thing is this though me being sort of inteligent, im not that smart really crap at maths too. But I basically cruised through uni, I didnt get a top grade. I just had fun and relaxed with friends most of the time. Final year I spent most of the time sleeping thanks to the night club next door that kept me awake until 4am.
But I just thing being dumb would make life harder wouldnt it?
Im only speaking about my own experiences to help you understand where im comign from not to put you down or anything. Now I work as a developer and honestly I can do the job half asleep, I relax most of the day and im the most laid back person I can be. I dont know how it works with me tbh im just so mellow and laid back but can also come up with crazy complex ideas when needed. Its weird really, this may be why I think dumbing down isnt the only option.
BUT if you really want it, go for it :)
Im not accusing you or trying to pressure you in the slightest, I like giving people options im not telling them what to do. If you want something go for it, I just like offering my perspective for other people on here and showing them dumbing down isnt the only way to be less stressed.
Its ok, I understand you dont want to feel pressured on here. Im happy to hear that too :)
Please try not to do that again though, I really dont handle it well as you saw. If I said anything that makes you angry again im sorry.
Whatever you choose I wish you the best of luck.