Gangsta

[Gnsta]

Hi guys, where to start.. Well I'm a gay guy from England whose quite effeminate and very unhappy..
I guess I`ve felt that somethings been missing from my life for so long and even worse, I`m not happy with who I am and I regret the choices I've made.
For so long now I've been attracted to the gangsta life and I would give anything to get rid of my effeminacy and become a straight alpha gangsta. I wish more than anything to have kids and a gf but because of who I am and my being gay I can`t.
Can anyone help me at all? I would give everything I have to rewrite my mind and to become a full on gangsta, a full on permanent lifestyle change...

[outkast1728]

Id love to help