by willingsub » September 9th, 2006, 1:40 am
First of all: don't panic.
You shut off the file because you didn't accept the suggestions you were being given (hypnosis works because you do accept suggestions, not because a hypnotist 'forces' them on you). So I very much doubt if any part of the file took a long term hold. You may have some effect from the file just because the contents of the file are on your mind right now, and the more you fuss about it, the harder it will be to get rid of those effects. But that isn't the file having a magic effect, that is just you. It's like when you have to speak in public, and before you go on stage, you keep repeating to yourself "what if I stutter, what if I stutter?" You can be sure you will stutter because you set yourself up to fail. So just like the person afraid of stuttering, you just need to relax and stop programming yourself by expecting the worst. You rejected the file you were listening to, don't afterwards give it power over you by getting all worked up about it.
In future, to prevent scaring yourself like that, I suggest you only listen to a curse file when you are really prepared to live with the effects, to avoid scaring the crap out of yourself. If you want to experiment, do it with the non-curse files, to give yourself the option of easily removing the effects with a generic removal file.
About your hair falling out: unless you were listening to a hair removal curse, that is extremely unlikely. Unless of course you keep telling yourself your hair will fall out.