Ok so only a day or so ago I posted about being susceptible to hypnosis as I was having trouble getting into a proper trance, its been quite a long while since Ive really tried or rather let go and just went with it the way I have been the last few days!
Its been a really weird but positive experience so far and in fact I even think the beginning of another journey in my life!
I started listening to a couple of the files on this site and was only going into a light trance but after Cardigan reminded me of the fact in my previous post that I was probably stopping myself by telling myself that it wouldnt work I just went with it and wow lol Im starting to get addicted to trancing again only this time its much better because Ive also discovered dollification which I admit Id also never heard of till a few days ago which Ive really taken to and I have discovered that I have a thing for latex among other things lol
Ive also been experimenting as a subject in dollification hypnosis which I really really really like lol Im well aware of the possible dangers of doing things like this and Im a big girl I know what Im doing :D Its such a wonderful way of escapism though and of course I do have a real life so I cant be doing it 24/7 but I do feel myself slipping in and out of little trances on and off all day which is nice and I know I can snap myself out of it if I really want to and also quite an experience to be able to go down so deep and bring out my newly discovered latex doll alter ego.
It seems to have also brought out a whole different creative side of me that I never realised I had or has maybe been buried for a long time :twisted: and I have been really quite focused and also so calm and relaxed during the day too. I feel quite stress free and have had a few ideas for things that I plan to work on which Ive already started as a way for me to continue to explore my newly found interest in dollicification, hypnosis and mmmmm latex
I also have what I think might be a cool idea for a story/script which I have in my head and I just have to write down its rather cool to have a story in my head as I used to really like writing but the last time I felt this kind of freedom of creativity I was a teenager and was only just starting out in life now Im a good few years older so its really nice to feel that I hope its a feeling and ability that sticks around for a while :)