I've been a member of the site for some time now, but this is my first post. I was wondering if anyone here can tell me if they've really seen and felt what certain transformation files tell them to see and feel, a true hallucination created purely by the mind. I am referring, of course, to those files that attempt to make you experience dramatic changes. I feel as though I've gone toward it, but I'm pretty far still if it can happen.
I wound up taking a break from the files for some time (I probably should have stuck with them instead, but I put them aside when some stressors came up in my life), but while I was using them I would get a "sense" of it. If I triggered myself while my eyes were closed I could almost see what it would look like and almost imagine how it would feel, but I'd have to keep perfectly still. If I tried to change anything in my position it would shatter the image almost immediately. Since it was not real, opening my eyes or moving myself meant my concious mind got to slap me with a dose of reality.
Coming as close as I have has been exciting and fun, but I wonder if anyone here has gotten farther and really believed they could see and feel it, not just in a vivid daydream. Has anyone actually gone into a state of genuine hallucination and seen what the file told them to see with their eyes open? Is it possible (sans drug use, not going there)? If anyone has any feedback I'd love to hear it, and if anyone has had that kind of success, or some level of strong imagery, it'd be great if you could say what help you got there.