Hey been a lurker for a while, iv listened on and off to files, Trigslave, CCP, and Curse Cum, iv been able to get into a relaxed state a lot of the time, well it feels like my body is submerged deep in water, and when i come out i often have the instruction of which ever file ringing in my ear. Trigslave was a bust, CCP is an unsure since im 21 and already have a fairly high sex drive. The Curse Cum one however is interesting, i will cum and then the instructions play repeatedly in my head, but im always able to turn around and go no.. no thanks, not today.
My question is to those extremists who seem to do everything thats told of them (please no "because i have to" answers) is this something you have to be naturally submissive for? Does true hypnosis require total submission to the Id's constant demands? Or is it something deeper then that?
I started self hypnotising to see if i was capable of resisting, so far it seems to be going well. Although it is a little annoying that i cant trance fully.
And even to those non extremists who find themselves doing as there instructed, is it something you actively choose to do in your mind? Do you realise you are doing it?
I ask these questions because iv only ever experienced memory loss once due to heavy ammounts of alchohol and drugs. The Same question to the email slaves aswell, do you actively choose to follow the instructions because you are naturally submissive? or do you find your body acting off its own accord (which is something i have hard time imaging) and resisting ever step of the way?
I guess i am looking more towards a persons will power then general sub/dom quallities.
Does hypnosis work only on those that want it to? In which case is it still hypnosis or is it just an excuse to act out the Id's desires?