Hello,
a few years back (around three or so) I found this site and though it was rather awesome. I listened to a few files (nothing involving curses or permanets), the most notable files I remember listening to where Trig5MinOrgasm ([url]http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/1540/Trig-5-Minute-Orgasm.php[/url]) and DragonRising ([url]http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/2884/Dragon-Rising.php[/url]) which I only listened too for like two times.
I have not used the Dragon trigger words since, but did use the 5minOrgasm words a few times.
Only a few days back I suddenly found myself worrying about if the triggers started to activate by themselves (thereof my first question).
I have possible Intrusive Thoughts/OCD and now also really worrying anxiety attacks, which started after I got in my head that I was loosing control over these few files I've listened too.
I have seached you site and read about the "Deprogram all" file by EMG (who also made most of the files I listened too), I listened to it yesterday, but It gave me a strange bodily feeling afterwards and caused a night-long axiety attack.
So, what is going on? How should I think about this? I think I read somewhere that triggers loose their effects and disappear when not in use.
It was fun when it lasted, but I really like to remove all lasting effects and go on with my life (not having to worry about this).
Yea, I know it might be an unresonable anxiety and that the files I listened to does not alter my mind (personality) in any way. But I just cant help to worry about it.
Please help me ease my worries about this, does the "DeProgramAll" work for the files I mentioned, and does it not do anything more than remove any and all triggers? (what I worry about here is regressing to someone I no longer am/losing/altering my personality).
(And yes, I know hypnotism is all about wanting the effects to work).[url][/url][url][/url]