I have a problem recently after hearing one file, of muttley 'accept yourself as a dominant'(I only heard it 1 time). I mostly hearing it because i want to be more secure of my self while beign dominant, and have the right actitude in roleplay. It worked like i wanted it but it has a side effect that has making problems in my inned mind.
Before this file i could listen other files like Bubble induction, and trance deepeners, heck even trigger files easier. Now, it's hard to me to listen anny of this files because my mind whander in other thing, analize the file, or another times i hear a voice in my mind say NO, and shut down, and can't concentrate anymore in the file.
I have what i wanted it but, now is hard to follow orders, say'd in files.
Anyone has a idea how to remove this lock, Or a solution for my problem? :S.
P.S. I been trying with self hypnosis, to have more trust in what i listen but it has an opossite effect