I've had an interest in Hypnosis for years, and have been trying various files and methods of hypnosis for pretty much the same time. There have been a number of times I've felt like I may have entered trance, but I am unsure, because, no matter what I've listened to, no matter how often I tried repeating it, I have never been able to achieve even the smallest effect. I have been unable to make even the simplest suggestion work unless it was the kind of thing i could just "play along" with, which I tried to see if it would maybe "trick" my mind into accepting suggestions better.
I have tried both erotic and non-erotic suggestions, text, audio, and video inductions, while sleeping, while tired and while fully awake, laying or sitting, Sometimes for months on end listening to the same file repeatedly without the slightest result.
I'm beyond even hoping for a hands-free orgasm or anything like that anymore but i can't even manage a hands-free erection or creating an urge to do something(even a controllable urge).
I can't really explain why I am so desperate to make this work, but I am. What advice can you give me?