I've been listening to numerous files on the site for a little while now, and don't get me wrong, there are a lot of awesome MP3s on here, but my only problem is I have trouble falling into trance, I'll try and explain my experience and see if I can get any advice.
First of all, whenever I try to be hypnotised, my 'relaxed and comfortable space' is always my bed in my bedroom, I can't find anywhere I'm more comfortable than lying down on my bed, but with that, it tends to leave me feeling a little sleepy no matter of that outcome.
Second, most files I use tend to use the slow relaxation process from toes to head, in some circumstances, I don't necessarily feel relaxation so much as tingling in my feet and sometimes my calves, I don't know if that's relaxation or not as a lot of people refer to it as a warm sensation, but it's always cold. Also, when it comes to emptying my mind, I never seem to be able to, I always have something going on in my head and I can't get it to quieten.
Third, I've attempted some youtube videos with the spiral or certain files telling me to keep my eyes focused, but I'm naturally a fidgety person and I am never able to look directly at it for too long (especially not the spiral, it just too much seems like those things on tumblr designed to make you see like you're on LSD or whatever).
I guess in a way it works, because I'm instantly turned on whenever I start listening to a file, but then again, I'm not sure if that's a plus or not, I mean, whatever I'm hearing after anyone else would usually be in trance, yeah, it's hot as hell, but it's not really sinking in the way it should. The most I've ever gotten out of trance is like my body trying to fight my opening of my eyes despite my mind obviously in defiance of whatever the hypnotist is saying.
I've never been hypnotised in person, I don't know if there's anyone even in the general area of where I am who is a hypnotist, male and looking for male slaves (just FYI details) and don't really know how I'd go about looking for them, aside from on here of course. But in any case, it leaves me with few other things I can attempt to know if it's simply me or not, but with all that's in place I'm fairly sure it's me.
I've had an entire day or two where I've had 'training' files playing constantly in the background, playing music and watching TV and stuff like the file indicated, but still nothing, I get that this is something that's supposed to take a while, but it's been a while indeed now and I'm not an impatient person just, I could really use something like this.
I'm not sure if it's important, but while doing some research into this, I came across an ask or two notifying they were aspergic or autistic. I'm aspergic, or at least have tendencies or it (I don't know what level I'm at, I keep getting different diagnoses), does this in any way affect my ability to be entranced?
Thanks if anyone can help.