Just an up date for anyone that wants to know. It has been three months since I thought I had broken free of my hypno holds. I say thought because I don't think I truly free yet.
I seem to be of the email slave, or at least as far as I know. I don't think I have received any for some time now so I'm unsure but I did manage to resist the last few I received.
However it appears I'm still cursed with the humiliating truths curse file, To start with I would answer any humiliating question or set of questions that I just happened on to and I did find it arousing to do so. But over the last five or so weeks I have actually been seeking these questions out and answering all humiliating questions that appear in my inbox.
This seems to be a big step up as I am now craving it and worse still I am craving in hope that the people that receive my humiliating answers will take it upon themselves to expose the information to others privately and publicly. Having my private humiliating conversations and information exposed like this is so embarrassing for me that I cringe with every word I read knowing others too can read it. But the it is also such a turn on for me and the desire for it seems to be as strong as ever.
If this humiliating truths curse takes as long to fade as the email slave did I could be in for a long and bumpy ride and just when I thought I was free I realise I'm still cursed. These curse files are
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