Does Cursed Forced Gay actually work?

I know a lot of people have hypnosis fetish and I read all these success stories and fancied a dabble (Im a straight guy that wanted to know what all the fuss was about) but I can't seem to gauge if any of this is actually real.
Will listening to these hypnosis files change me in any way, is there a certain trick to listening to them or do i just put on headphones and relax?
Are the files for straight-to-gay as dangerous as everyone says or do people say this to perpetuate the fetish (does the danger make it a bigger turn on?) Can anyone give me an honest answer before I start down what may or may not be a life changing process
Some background information:
I identify as straight but i watch gay/tgirl porn sometimes and everytime i orgasm I feel terrible, like the first thing i do is immediately close any tabs and just pretend nothing happened at all and i just feel this dull feeling in my stomach. On the flip-side, when I'm horny I can have gay thoughts and I feel great, Also, I could never make a post on a website like this after I had orgasmed, I have to be at least slightly aroused to be comfortable to even ask such a question.
When I'm feeling 'gay' I want to be like this all the time, I love the idea of not being attracted to women at all and letting this side of me be 100% in control. But when I've orgasmed I panic that I'm falling deeper and I won't be able to ever return and I put my guard up. I am attracted to females and I have sex with my wife without issue, but I can't shake the feeling that I really should "unlock" myself.
I have paid and downloaded CFG, heterosexuality eraser and after-cum queer amongst others, I'm just a bit scared to listen to them
I spoke to an actual hypnotherapist a year ago and he told me that his sessions would reinforce how good it felt to be gay until I no longer felt regret and embraced it - but he warned me that once I finally managed to orgasm thinking about guys without any shame or bad feelings that there would be no turning back. I like to think that watching gay porn has been a manageable little fetish all these years but what if the guilt has been the only thing stopping me from having encounters with strange men?
1. Do these files work and would they work for me?
2. Do you guys recommend that I go through with it and see what happens?
Will listening to these hypnosis files change me in any way, is there a certain trick to listening to them or do i just put on headphones and relax?
Are the files for straight-to-gay as dangerous as everyone says or do people say this to perpetuate the fetish (does the danger make it a bigger turn on?) Can anyone give me an honest answer before I start down what may or may not be a life changing process
Some background information:
I identify as straight but i watch gay/tgirl porn sometimes and everytime i orgasm I feel terrible, like the first thing i do is immediately close any tabs and just pretend nothing happened at all and i just feel this dull feeling in my stomach. On the flip-side, when I'm horny I can have gay thoughts and I feel great, Also, I could never make a post on a website like this after I had orgasmed, I have to be at least slightly aroused to be comfortable to even ask such a question.
When I'm feeling 'gay' I want to be like this all the time, I love the idea of not being attracted to women at all and letting this side of me be 100% in control. But when I've orgasmed I panic that I'm falling deeper and I won't be able to ever return and I put my guard up. I am attracted to females and I have sex with my wife without issue, but I can't shake the feeling that I really should "unlock" myself.
I have paid and downloaded CFG, heterosexuality eraser and after-cum queer amongst others, I'm just a bit scared to listen to them
I spoke to an actual hypnotherapist a year ago and he told me that his sessions would reinforce how good it felt to be gay until I no longer felt regret and embraced it - but he warned me that once I finally managed to orgasm thinking about guys without any shame or bad feelings that there would be no turning back. I like to think that watching gay porn has been a manageable little fetish all these years but what if the guilt has been the only thing stopping me from having encounters with strange men?
1. Do these files work and would they work for me?
2. Do you guys recommend that I go through with it and see what happens?