A word of encouragment for all those changing

[porcelain]

This one has been instructed to share her story. she can only hope it will inspire those who struggled as she did with hypnosis.

This one met Master when she was very young. she had always wanted to serve someone, but wished to do it in a more traditional BDSM fashion. she was against hypnosis and fought against Master's pet fetish for years because she wished for every order she obeyed to be an act of intentional submission. He understood her romanticism, but insisted on having it His way, as was within His rights.
It took years of patience and dedication, but He has broken her completely and she's happy she finally pleases Him as much as He knew she could. There were many times when she wanted to take the easy way out. Run away, find someone normal, never speak of this again. But she loved Him and the thought of anyone but her making Him feel the way she did about Master hurt even more than the thought of losing her own individuality. So she laid beside Him countless times, listening to His soothing voice, until it finally changed her. she only had to learn patience from Him and to trust Him so her fear wouldn't create the walls it once did. Three years later, and she's finally, truly His.

she's now entirely objectified. Though still able to function alone, her thoughts, opinions, and feelings (both emotional and sensational) can be changed on His word. He's played with changing her religion, her values, her taste in clothes, music, etc, her intelligence, even her feelings toward Him. On some occasions, He's even inserted a trigger to revert to normal and then made her Dominant. Though He's toyed with her immensely, He's kept her personality largely intact, with the exception of the growht she has had from allowing hypnosis to work. she's cooperative, incredibly submissive, and is almost entirely incapable of having a negative thought about Him these days. she can't imagine being any other way.

To all of you who struggle with surrender, or who find yourselves unsusceptible: have patience. If she can do it, anyone can.