Boston area newbie, want to be a subject

[josh6015]

Fascinating field! I would like to benefit from erotic hypnosis, in terms of enhancing and deepening my sexual experience, and also in alter my perceptions. For example, while I intellectually, and in my fantasies love cock in my mouth, and cum in my mouth, I am bit averse in real life. I want to be a cock and cum slut when I'm with a man (I'm bi). While I've conditioned myself over the years to happily suck cock, I still resist cum, and am not totally happy or satisfied with an orgasm in my mouth. I want to be hypnotized to absolutely crave cum, to get a big, spontaneous grin on my face when the guy cums in my mouth, to laugh and giggle lightly when he does, to find it fabulously satisfying and fulfilling, and to enjoy and savor the experience after.

I'm a mature WM, 54, youthful, slim, good looking, smooth body, cute looks.