about time i typed a proper message - 32 m sub seeks....

[dombbum]

pm me with the exactly what you wish to accomplish and i will accomondate you

[tomtom-phs]

bump

[IAcurious]

[color=blue]You're in an interesting position, slave2b.

It's interesting because you recognize desire that's pulling you in two directions.[list]On one hand there is desire for life to remain safe and normal. It's a very real priority, isn't it?

On the other hand, you have a desire to be controlled. A desire to allow another to direct you, and reward complete submission.[/list:u]
Yes, you're in an interesting position, slave2b. I don't know how strong the desire within you is. But I do know this... when desire is stronger than fear, it's a life-changing event.

So take all the time you like. Evaluate which feels stronger...[list] - The desire for life that's safe and normal.
- The desire to be a toy.[/list:u]
There may be WMM members who decry the guidance I'm giving. They'll tell you to stay safe. To protect yourself.[list]Comfortably on the couch. Comfortable and safe while life ticks past.[/list:u]
Trust yourself. You can say "Not Yet" just as easily as you say "No". And each time you do, realize that the feeling of excitement is a confirmation that something life-changing awaits.[list]An interesting position[/list:u]
[quote="slavetobe2"] ...i have always since the age of about 16 been interested in porn and stories involving mistressess or masters taking control and making people their total slave or toy.
i then got into mind control stories and enjoyed reading stories about true ownership being taken, more than just giving up control but having it taken completely from you.
i do have a life, and i am not looking to lose my job, my future wife, or my friends and family, but i do want someone to take control of me totally on a temporary online basis and humiliate and control me however they want...[/quote][/color]