Getting desperate; really want to be controlled/programmed.

[Glasnerven]

I've been interested in getting hypnotized for . . . quite a while now. Years. I've listened to a lot of files . . . and nothing seems to happen most of the time. I can relax on cue easily enough, but suggestions don't seem to "stick". It's as though I don't get to a suggestive state.

However, I had minor success once. I had a file make me unable to type my name for five minutes afterward. I definitely wasn't just "playing along"; I tried to power through it but I couldn't. I know that I've at least got the potential in there somewhere.

Anyway, if anyone out there is skilled at helping people over that "hump" I would definitely be interested in being your subject.