Is anyone local? Orlando Florida

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I want to find someone who likes to play doctor... i will be the patient.

It would be great if you had a home office or made visits to a hotel. I need someone very educated in this field, I enjoy it when the doctor brings his training students, to assist in the physical examinations. i think the rectal exams are intense, using those things on my bottom to spread me wide open and expose me. Then the examples of all kinds of large dildos used on me to show the other doctors in training, just how much a anus can be stretched.

I would love to find another doctor who might agree with me on having my penis removed, my doctor refuses to perform a penctomy. So i have been searching for another physician, a doctor who understands my situation. I feel like I'm trapped inside a mans body, this thingy between my legs defines me.

If my penis was removed, was not there, I wouldnt be ashamed of myself, I wouldnt feel guilty about sucking other mens cocks, swallowing the sperm, begging to be fucked in my ass. I feel dirty with a cock and balls between my legs. But my current doctor says, it helps me to accept what I'am..

a homosexual

i hate that word, stereotype, I'm not a homosexual. i like men, i love cock, i really enjoying being fucked in my ass, but i'm not gay or a homosexual. i refuse to accept that i'm gay or a homosexual, i just like guys, cocks and cum

if i was a girl, big boobs, long hair, booty, pretty and dressed sexy, wouldnt that make me a regular person, someone accepted by others. maybe a slut, but not ashamed of themselves because they like men or cocks, cum, sex.

thats why i think having my penis and balls removed, would make a huge difference in things. i wonder if there is any other doctor out there who would agree with me? wouldnt it just make sense to remove my penis and balls and then no one could call me a faggot or gay, some homosexual sex freak.

i could get huge breats implants, take hormone pills, possibly get a sex change or just get this darn little penis between my legs removed. arghh. why does my doctor make me suffer, he doesnt understand. he even prescribes me high doses of viagra to keep my penis rock hard constantly. i look so silly, thus big ol dick rock hard and i dont use it to fuck girls or guys, i dont like using my penis, i dont jerk myself off even, but i do cum like crazy from anal sex.

and i love that alot. i think my current doctor is fastenated by keeping me hard all the time and frustrated, to the point he thinks i will use my penis. i will start jacking off, fucking others with it or just have some break thru with it one day. I can't even tough it, gross. i litterally sit down to pee. i don't touch myself, i hate my big hard penis. but i do love my own cum, it tastes really good, i love eating it. but i hate the feeling of my cock always hard from the viagra, the feeling of my own cum oozing up my shaft and squirting out.

i wish i could just cum from my vagina, but i dont have one! email me at patientx251@gmail.com if you want to chat, talk or have a crazy back amd forth sex talk, who knows... maybe it might lead to something more. as long as your dominant and a take charge kind of guy.