I don't really know how to put this -- this is my first message on this forum -- but I will try to be as accurate as possible.
I am a 31-year old woman. I believe I am very deeply submissive. I have fantasised erotically about being hypnotised since I was a little girl. I have had some experiences with hypnosis, online and in real life, in the past, but I have always felt overwhelmed by the intensity of the experience and my own desires. And yet I am unable to restrain myself from returning to it, however much I try to do so.
I am most drawn to the psychological aspects of hypnosis -- to domination/control rather than to the purely sexual or s/m aspects -- although mental control is in itself, for me, extremely erotic.
I find a scarcity of anything related to MaleDom hypnosis (for female subs) on the web. So ideally I would be interested in talking to male hypnotists who have similar preferences. Intellectual interests and a sense of humour would be an added bonus.
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