by sammy » October 8th, 2005, 5:03 pm
yes i have been listening to the files, and i find myself wanting to suck guys off, but i still don't find myself attractive to men. Whenever I run into a sexy woman, my heart starts pounding and I'm mentally and physically drawn to her. But with guys, I don't look at them and get any feelings. Now if I happen to be playing with myself and look at porno, then I get excited looking at the guys cock. So I have to be in a complete state of arousal to want to be with a guy. Would love to find a friend that will help me listen to the files and have me sucking him off or having me kiss him and run my hands over his body so i can get used to it.