by Jeshi » August 30th, 2010, 1:54 am
I remember always being fascinated by hypnosis, as long as I can remember. Way before I had any idea what it actually was, I always wondered what it would be like to be hypnotized. How would it feel to have your actions controlled by another? It was in my dreams occasionally and with any show that had a "Hypnosis episode" that episode would always be my favorite.
When I hit puberty I was going through a mess of confusion about being gay, I didn't want to admit it and at points I had no idea which gender I found attractive because I knew I didn't find women attractive but I didn't want to admit being gay. But what I did know was that I found hypnosis attractive. Even after figuring out my sexuality and learning the truth about what hypnosis really is.
I accepted that I had a hypnosis fetish faster than I accepted being gay. I didn't have to be open about having a fetish, but I knew I would eventually have to be open about being gay.