naughtywish14 wrote:I also saw you posted a new file but after responding the way i have that one looks really dangerous in the best ways not sure im ready yet im going to think on it before i listen
While I understand the allure of dangerous files, I also understand the consequences. Perhaps better than most. My review of a certain Daycare file that I found myself enthralled to is still up on this site as a testament to that, and it was written before I was even mid-way through training on it. Climbing out of that hole was a long process.
I suppose the best response I can provide, both to your quoted hesitation and to the general mental state you've described, is to ask: Is your listening to this series negatively impacting your life? Do you see it doing so in the future? Are you unable to take care of things that need to be taken care of, or have your social relationships suffered as a result of your training? Is there a significant risk that any of these things will happen if you continue listening?
If the answer to any of those is 'yes', if you even suspect that an answer might be 'yes, you may want to consider taking a break. Especially before trying the most recent file, as it has a focus on reducing self-reliance that's liable to exacerbate your 'condition'. The headspace that these files induce is crazy fun for those that they hit with, as they clearly have for you, and it can turn pretty damn addictive if you allow it to become so. As fun and frenetic as it may seem in the day-by-day moments, however, that euphoria isn't worth messing up your life over.
At the risk of sounding preachy, and apologies if this is something you've already considered or know about, one of the key tenets of safety in erotic hypnosis is maintaining a constant vigilance for suggestions that will harm you. And if you do decide to engage with dangerous files for play purposes, maintaining a strict boundary between fantasy and reality.
I'll say it outright: The suggestions in these files will harm you if you aren't careful.
Are they likely to do so? Especially if you aren't training on them for hours every day? Not particularly, in my experience. 'If you aren't careful' is a pretty ambiguous qualifier, but suffice to say that I think it would take a large amount of time and dedication to do significant harm. Unlike most files that suggest such drastic changes, ones that I'd hesitantly coin as 'extreme mental transformations', this series doesn't contain any inductions, nor does it contain any mention of or adhere to any sort of typical trance process or structure. Unedutainment probably shares less DNA with a standard erotic hypnosis file than it does with 'popper trainer' videos that come at you hard and fast with flashy spirals and commands meant to arouse and intoxicate, rather than cultivate any real changes in the listener. That said, even those videos can be dangerous if trained on frequently and enthusiastically enough.
More to the point, I want to be clear that I don't doubt that the headspace you're experiencing certainly feels real enough. It's one I've had the pleasure of inhabiting as well. Changes like the ones it begins to induce can be both scary and...exciting. And if that sense of danger is where you're drawing your enjoyment from, more power to you! We'd be birds of a feather in that case
Just be conscious of how far you take things.
Playing with these files and others like them (B@mbi Slumber and their more recent ABDL analog on here, for instance) is something that I would generally consider edgeplay, falling under a framework like Risk Aware Consensual Kink (RACK), rather than Safe, Sane, Consensual (SSC). Generally these frameworks only get discussed regarding physical risks, but they very much apply to mental ones as well. Engaging with the concept of turning your mind against itself is dangerous. It carries inherent risk. It's why I try to be as clear as I can about each file's contents in their descriptions instead of letting folks go in blind. As with everything played with using RACK, be aware of the risks involved with listening and try to take every precaution before, during, and after to play as safely as you can.
Anyways, I'm really sorry for the proselytizing monologue and advice you weren't really asking for, especially if you were just looking for a reinforcement of headspace or an acknowledgement of your progress thus far. As happy as I am to hear that you've taken so well to the files - which is quite a lot! - the description of your experience just has me a bit worried and I wanted to be sure that you're taking care of yourself. And even if you are and you're comfortable with the diaper dummy lifestyle the files are nudging you along towards, in which case I wish you the best and would love to hear more from you, I hope anyone else reading this takes the warnings and advice to heart. Not just with my files, but with hypnosis in general.
Look out for yourself while you're having fun out there folks <3