I don't know where to begin.

[Saboruto]

I could use some help here. Honestly, I am feeling overwhelmed. I have never really tried hypnosis in a serious and committed manner and there are just soooo many files here... The situation is that I am (and have always been) a DL, but I have never had any interest in AB stuff. However, my husband is an AB, and I desperately want to be able to share that with him, and I am hoping hypnosis will help unleash my inner child and help me see diapers as more than just fetish apparel. I don't want to defecate in them but I do want to learn to enjoy wetting them, as well as doing childlike activities like coloring, playing with toys, etc. I DO have an inner child, I just don't know how to link it to diapers and childhood clothing/objects. I have downloaded and listened to a few files here, but they either emphasize the sexual aspect (the one part I don't need help with) or they reference pooping, which I find distasteful enough that it breaks me out of my trance state. Can anyone recommend some files that would help? I'm not even above paying someone with experience to make me a custom file, because this is something I want so badly. Any help or suggestions are tremendously appreciated.

[soundexcess]

http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/4021/adult-baby-cutelittlegirl.php
http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/4604/euphoric-adult-baby.php
http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/94/BabyTime.php
some of the really learning to be Ab files without much else
saranoga has a few more I may look up later.

[Saboruto]

Thank you, soundexcess, I will try those (except the "cute little girl" one, I'm rather fond of my penis and would like to.. ahem.. hold onto it for now). :D