by mondaytuesday » December 14th, 2013, 6:44 pm
[quote="jayjett"]I saw you said you once thought of doing it to someone why. I have rad some people dream of doing it to a boyfriend or husband. Example I read once a girl
dreamed after a script that her boyfriend was the size of a baby right after she married him and a ex had sex with her on the wedding night while the boyfriend watched in a bassinet she said in the dream she breastfed him and the ex also fed him[/quote]
I once thought of doing it to someone, because I have an intensely compelling desire toward the fantasy of forced regression on a man into an existence that resembles and feels like infancy. I had long ago forgotten how I had imagined and dreamed being a baby, as I was growing up. Responsibilities gained in careers and community work clouded the frequency that I get called baby, baby boy, baby face, etc. So, the only way that I was allowing myself to pursue such fantasy moments played out in reality, was to imagine me doing it to a guy.
I learned unexpectedly that it's me that has darkly wished to be in the role of having this misfortune. It's been an important need and desire for me to be the one being reduced and degraded.
And the story that you just reference, that sends me into dizzying arousal, imagining it being me that gets dominated in that way.