Boyish Conditioning

[Leashdog]

I'm a gay male who's recently discovered his interest in diapers. I'm not looking to be fully regressed, but I would like to find a hypnotist or a file that could change my personality when I'm in a diaper. I'd like to find myself becoming boyish. Not full on AB like coloring or watching cartoons. But have a more boyish personality, softer, maybe a bit bashful, more giggly. Not a baby but not any particular age. The only word I can use to describe it is "boyish".