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This morning I was watching TV and realized I had a messy diaper and zero clue of when I did it (obviously I knew how). Tbh, it wasn’t exhilarating or anything . I was kindof just content—like I was finally seeing really good progress: this is what I’ve been working for and I knew this would happen. Everything felt super relaxed .
One of the “mantras” I frequently think about from the Diaper Dependence series is how happy and safe I am in diapers and how good it feels to not have to worry about my bladder and bowel movements any more.
Anyways , just wanted to share this. I still have a ways to go before I am where I want to be (bowel and bladder always emptying on their own with me unable to do anything about it), but I know I’m on the right path and DD3/4 really enforce that.