MM's Bladder Retraining - Surprised at how easy this was
Posted: March 14th, 2015, 9:01 pm
I downloaded a couple of the files to try, thinking they were never going to work. I was unaffected the first day or two but I kept listening to them whenever I got the chance. I thought it would be good if this worked as this is something with an actual physical effect. Unlike the files that decrease my attraction to women or shrink my dick. I went to bed one night about five nights in to listening to them in the car and at home pretty much whenever. I was dreaming I needed to pee and all of a sudden I woke and I was wet. I had wet the bed. I was totally unprepared for this, like anyone else I wake up when I need to pee.
This must have kind of flicked a switch in my head that told me 'ok, this works' because I changed the sheets and went back to sleep and when my alarm went off I did the same thing again - involuntarily. At this point I wondered what I had unleashed!
Showered, dressed and went to work. Around 930 I felt that lack of control again, I didn't make it past my office door. I snuck out to the car to change my pants - I have a spare set of clothes for when I need to meet clients - and drove down to CVS to buy diapers. I got thru the rest of the day with my new-found security. I had several more happenings in the confines of the diaper. I was thinking though how would I ever lose control of pooping - that's a whole different set of muscles.
I didn't watch any TV that night but I listened to the files, I couldn't help myself. Came time to go to bed and as I got up off the couch it happened - the poops! Rather than be annoyed or worried I was actually excited. It really was working. Could I look forward to this being permanent? One of the little things I do in my trances is tell myself how logical or sensible one of these courses of actions is. So that night in bed, in my diaper, I tranced out to one of the induction files and reinforced this behavior by telling myself it was absolutely logical to wear a diaper because it gave me the ability to just pee without thinking, wherever I was or whatever I was doing. It was the most sensible way to cope with eliminating wastes with a minimum of effort. And look how it prevented me having to come into contact with everyone else's germs in public restrooms. Yes, definitely a good policy, why didn't I think of this before?
It's been permanent to date - 3-4 weeks and I still reinforce it every night. I don't think I'd want to go back to the before days of getting up to go. The cleaning has got to be routine now - just a task and not an annoyance, I'm in the process of having my diapers delivered by mail now I know it's a thing and they won't be wasted.
Losing control of my bowel and bladder functions has definitely been a life-enhancing event for me and I would recommend it to everyone. I think it is definite going to be a criteria in dating guys in future that they either share this advantage or are positively inclined to it.
Edit: Just an additional observation. When I put on a fresh diaper it feels so comforting to the point that I'm a little worried whenever I don't have one on... even in the shower it feels odd. I've now been through every domestic, work, and social occasion I'm likely to encounter and the diaper has been nothing but a minor inconvenience at worst so I'm fully confident I'm going to be a lifelong wearer.
Edit #2: It will help in the initial stages whenever you're not wearing a diaper for whatever reason if you make yourself to go to the bathroom for a pee frequently, even if you don't feel the urge.
Sit down and let the small amount of pee dribble out. When you're done, instead of doing that 'scutching' motion just leave the sphincter open and let more pee dribble out. This has two major benefits. It gets your sphincter used to not being closed tight, something you need to attain to lose control and secondly your bladder never gets full so it doesn't stretch, it shrinks! This make you prone to peeing little and often. When you do achieve full diaper mode and complete loss of control your pee will just dribble out almost constantly without you ever being aware of it. Cool.
This must have kind of flicked a switch in my head that told me 'ok, this works' because I changed the sheets and went back to sleep and when my alarm went off I did the same thing again - involuntarily. At this point I wondered what I had unleashed!
Showered, dressed and went to work. Around 930 I felt that lack of control again, I didn't make it past my office door. I snuck out to the car to change my pants - I have a spare set of clothes for when I need to meet clients - and drove down to CVS to buy diapers. I got thru the rest of the day with my new-found security. I had several more happenings in the confines of the diaper. I was thinking though how would I ever lose control of pooping - that's a whole different set of muscles.
I didn't watch any TV that night but I listened to the files, I couldn't help myself. Came time to go to bed and as I got up off the couch it happened - the poops! Rather than be annoyed or worried I was actually excited. It really was working. Could I look forward to this being permanent? One of the little things I do in my trances is tell myself how logical or sensible one of these courses of actions is. So that night in bed, in my diaper, I tranced out to one of the induction files and reinforced this behavior by telling myself it was absolutely logical to wear a diaper because it gave me the ability to just pee without thinking, wherever I was or whatever I was doing. It was the most sensible way to cope with eliminating wastes with a minimum of effort. And look how it prevented me having to come into contact with everyone else's germs in public restrooms. Yes, definitely a good policy, why didn't I think of this before?
It's been permanent to date - 3-4 weeks and I still reinforce it every night. I don't think I'd want to go back to the before days of getting up to go. The cleaning has got to be routine now - just a task and not an annoyance, I'm in the process of having my diapers delivered by mail now I know it's a thing and they won't be wasted.
Losing control of my bowel and bladder functions has definitely been a life-enhancing event for me and I would recommend it to everyone. I think it is definite going to be a criteria in dating guys in future that they either share this advantage or are positively inclined to it.
Edit: Just an additional observation. When I put on a fresh diaper it feels so comforting to the point that I'm a little worried whenever I don't have one on... even in the shower it feels odd. I've now been through every domestic, work, and social occasion I'm likely to encounter and the diaper has been nothing but a minor inconvenience at worst so I'm fully confident I'm going to be a lifelong wearer.
Edit #2: It will help in the initial stages whenever you're not wearing a diaper for whatever reason if you make yourself to go to the bathroom for a pee frequently, even if you don't feel the urge.
Sit down and let the small amount of pee dribble out. When you're done, instead of doing that 'scutching' motion just leave the sphincter open and let more pee dribble out. This has two major benefits. It gets your sphincter used to not being closed tight, something you need to attain to lose control and secondly your bladder never gets full so it doesn't stretch, it shrinks! This make you prone to peeing little and often. When you do achieve full diaper mode and complete loss of control your pee will just dribble out almost constantly without you ever being aware of it. Cool.