looking for help

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hi, how is everyone?
ok it has taken me a lot of time to build up the courage to say this but its something that i need to ask.
can anyone help me with my diaper fetish?
i hate buying them, i worry my roommate will find them, and i feel bad after i wear one (and even sometimes before).
The moments of enjoyment are great, but they are always so short.

i am open to pretty much anything that could help.

[soundexcess]

http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/2828/Sarnoga---Every-Good-Boy-Wears-Diapers.php
http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/2769/Sarnoga---Comfortable-In-Diapers.php
http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/2796/Sarnoga---Interested-In-Diapers.php
http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/2843/Sarnoga---You-Are-A-Diaper-Boy.php
those could help ease the anxiety

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Thanks for the suggestions, soundexcess!
Worried "Comfortable in Diapers" would cause me to wear openly around my roommate and i dont want to freak him out.
And i may be beyond "Interested in Diapers" :P

The other 3 files sound like they might help, hopefully at least a little bit.

[seattleworld]

Thanks for the suggestions, soundexcess!
Worried "Comfortable in Diapers" would cause me to wear openly around my roommate and i dont want to freak him out.
And i may be beyond "Interested in Diapers" :P

The other 3 files sound like they might help, hopefully at least a little bit.

You might also want to check email salve

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You might also want to check email salve

Wouldnt that make me submissive to everyone?

i want to listen to You Are a Diaper Boy, except the bedwetting might get in the way.

And Every Good Boy Wears Diapers is very tempting! Does anyone have any input on it?

[Desco]

Wouldnt that make me submissive to everyone?

i want to listen to You Are a Diaper Boy, except the bedwetting might get in the way.

And Every Good Boy Wears Diapers is very tempting! Does anyone have any input on it?

I think what you fail to realize is that you ultimately decide if these work or not. If there's an aspect of these files that you object to, it will not affect you in that way.

I reccomend trying those ones that you're hesitant to try, and if they make you uncomfortable, don't listen to them again.

I have never, not once, heard of a file working 100% on the first time. I'm not saying it isn't possible, just that I haven't seen it.

...and i feel bad after i wear one (and even sometimes before).

I know just what you're talking about man, and if you don't listen to anything else I say, listen to this: The reason you feel that way is because you're either not entirely comfortable yet with the way you are,(I.E. diaper fetish) or you're afraid of being caught.

The only thing I can suggest to remedy this is to try and realize that you're doing what feels right to you, that what goes on behind closed doors is your business, and that wearing a diaper doesn't make you weird, nor do your roommates care if you do it or not.

Feel free to PM me if you want to talk more.

Take care,
Desco

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I know just what you're talking about man, and if you don't listen to anything else I say, listen to this: The reason you feel that way is because you're either not entirely comfortable yet with the way you are,(I.E. diaper fetish) or you're afraid of being caught.

Right on both counts. my roommate is a really cool guy, but i dont think he needs to know this part of me and i dont want it to be some kind of elephant in the room.

It really doesnt help how so many people think it has something to do with real kids. i dont know how many times i had to explain to my last girlfriend that this is adults only.

Thanks for the encouragment. Think i might try those files after all.

[Desco]

Glad I could provide a little encouragement! :D

The way I see it, everyone else can think what they want, and I don't think it would be as big of an elephant in the room as you think. I recently told my best friend of 5 years, and he didn't even care.

Best case scenario: No one else finds out, namely your roommate.

Worst case scenario: Short-term embarassment and relief from the stress of sneaking around!

You might feel differently, but this is the conclusion I've come to.

Be yourself, and good luck. =)